pretty pointless.

crappy xmas & other facts.

2009-12-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

ahhhh.. christmas! another year to be joyous, i guess. i bet the kids on the west side of the earth are enjoying all their snowball fights and probably, talking non-stop about how cool santa is for getting them their most wanted gift ever. do you think they're writing a thank you note for
mr. Santa 'fake' Claus and send it to the 'who-the-hell-lives-in-the' north pole? hmm.

talking about santa, i've gather a few silly stuffs that (i think) you have never thought about before...

- who the hell wants to live in the north pole?
- why do santa claus give rich people MORE presents than poor people?
- how come you still get presents when you're bad?
- do elves get some monthly allowances for making thousands and thousands of toys everyday before xmas?
- won't santa get too tired for saying 'ho ho ho merry christmas' to everybody during xmas? even when he doesn't have the mood to say it?
- why do santa always wear his red and white costume?
- don't you think that he is hurting the reindeers with his golly weight?
- isn't it creepy to be living and let alone, be surrounded with elves... EVERY SINGLE DAY?

THINK ABOUT IT!
have a crappy xmas.

love,
dirrrs 8)

18th

2009-11-23T18:28:00.003+08:00

wow, i'm finally eighteen!

---how come i don't feel any freedom? i wish there was a refund... OH WELL!

how pity.

2009-10-16T16:38:00.001+08:00

raya-ness.

2009-10-09T18:44:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

an awesome weekend

2009-07-06T16:38:00.003+08:00

the engagement and wedding of kakak natrah's was awethuuuum! truely beautiful.
futhermore, i had loads of fun there in miri, esp. the neo prints, shopping and stalking miri boys (yeaaaah baby) HAHAHAHAHAHA!

blogging off.

just dance!

2009-06-22T16:23:00.003+08:00

and i miss the
the old days..

burn in hell.

2009-06-14T01:06:00.007+08:00

hello my fellow readers!

it's been a while since i've last posted something in this blog. our internet connection at home has a teeny bit problem at the moment so i can only manage to go online through my phone nowadays. darrrrrrnit.

last night.. i went to watch a tiny rock concert at JP with Mai and her friend; Ajib. twas awesome! esp. Ruby, the thirteen year old girl who made everybody star-strucked with her amazing voice (Y) oh yeah, me and mai even tried reliving our old JP's childhood moments.. where we ended up looking silly -_____- we rode the merry-go-round and patted the horse and then went of to the gerai to watch Bulan jamming.

yesterday.. what did i do yesterday?oh yes, i went out with my folks and saw two male strangers held hands. HELD HANDS! it was so weird when i was the only person to gasped about it in the elevator o___o

the day before yesterday.. i went out with my folks. i mostly twittered and facebooked the whole entire day.

the day before two days ago.. my may/june exam has finally ended! YAY :D now i can continue playing 'The Godfather'.

me and mai

HAHAHAHAHA
look at Ed's face!

me and ajib

XOXO dirs

so heartless.

2009-05-27T16:17:00.005+08:00

i
heart
KRIS 'iwishyouweremine' ALLEN

oh you make me sweat
as if i've been stuck in
the steam room for..
hours..!

ruined by you.

2009-05-23T11:45:00.006+08:00

you have changed.

you're little miss popular now,

and i'm just your invisible friend.

your head has become so big,
and i have a hard time trying to get it back on earth.

.

only a good friend would know when to back off when it is necessary.
only a true friend wouldn't brag about that specific person.
only a best friend would understand.

i am so sick of all this crap!

school dazed.

2009-05-20T16:11:00.000+08:00

geologicallystupid.

2009-05-15T11:53:00.004+08:00

capturing the funny moments at excapade sushi.

despite eating a few raw sushi, we had fun.
i sooooooooooooooooooooooooo cannot wait for the next dinner group!

you dipshit.

2009-05-13T23:32:00.010+08:00

i have a little headache now so.. ouch!

anyways, i just got back from my classes about an hour or so. i felt tired and needed to go to bed straight away but i saw Ed was on his laptop so here i am now.. pouring all the boring dreary details here in this lifeless blog of mine.

furthermore, let's start off with.. 'how was my day?'--- twas shitty. literally, shitty. i had to wake up early cause i had my maths paper one this morning, which was just alright. not quite easy and not quite hard. just fiiineee. plus, i felt quite sorry for the little kiddies there when the principle (i think) scolded them just cause they picked some of the ripe mangos. haha! slahaaau~

plus, i had my c.science for the first time. we learned about cells and enzymes, which particularly was easy peasy...! and oh, one lady from my table was soooooo hilariously funny. her mouth was really REALLY uncensored. you can hear ALOT of nasty funny things that came out of her mouth with no beeps. LOL! there, i met this cute dude that Zar had told me about it and all the while that i was trying to get a clear view of his face, he gave me this dead serious look like Edward Cullen did to Bella for the first time they met. i told Zar about it and she thought so too. just like both Edward and Bella, we were in Bio Class; he had a very fair complexion; yadda yadda yadda. now i'm just babbling to nowhere. motheeeeeerf.

MOVING ON... after c.science, we went to get our drinks and then headed off to the toilet then to our maths class. we decided to sit on this empty table and then Zul and whatshisname dude joined in. the guys brought some Cheeseballs for everybody. this dude gave me and zul only one packet of cheeseballs each while Zar got two. TWO...! gila, pilih kasih ani wah. bari grigitan. hoho.

yadda yadda yadda.. we gossiped, we did our maths.. and oh yeah, there was this one guy (yang pilih kasih atu kali) accidentally hit his head right onto the window! i don't HOW but somehow his head made a huge loud bump. HAHAHAHAHA. i even saw the mark on which his head had bumped really hard onto the window. then masa kan balik, teacher called me and gave me one packet of the cheeseball. i told her i already got one and i guess she might have overheard what i said or Zul told her or the other dude next to me did but anywho she said that i wanted two packets like Zar. awww she'll definitely get my vote for the best teacher (Y)

then masa balik, dad called and told me to get my butt in to the car-- STAT..! i saw a white car which, i thought was my dad's, parked right outside the gate. i ran out quickly and passed by a 'weirdo' in his car. i got distracted by all these craps in my mind but luckily i took a good look at the license plate! because i had went to the wrong turn.. my car was actually on the OTHER side of the gate. i guessed Zar saw my klutzyness and decided to have a good loud giggle. loipaku..! god -____-

so that's it for now. will blog sooon. i'm tired. toodles!

mama mia!

2009-05-10T13:41:00.003+08:00

today:
it's mother's day so.. Happy Mother's Day! i heart you, mum.

yesterday:
supposed to have my geo class but got cancelled cause Sir got sick (he even said it might be the all the sushi he ate)

the day before yesterday:
i went out with my folks and kept on saying "Cheezbox" but mission failed :(

the day before friday:
i had dinner with my geo group and we had sushi. Sir brought his girlfriend along and everybody had fun, besides zahra (who couldn't make it). we ate raw sushi, took several group pictures and the guys, at one point, sang the 'happy birthday' song when the lights were shut off--- twice! twas fun esp. when Tom cracked up a whole lot of sarcastic jokes.

i couldn't wait for the next ge o group dinner! :D

insomniatic with a strange birthmark.

2009-05-06T10:08:00.006+08:00

lately i've been an insomniatic maniac. i manage stay fully awake every night now.
could it be possible that i might, just might.. be a.. vampire? NAAAAAH! haha

anywho, i slept really late lastnight (yet again) as i was practicing my Gmajor and Cmajor on dad's awesome fender guitar! yeap, dad had finally taught me on how to play guitar and twas fun (Y)(Y) i practice both chords for an hour then when he woke up, i asked him about the chords for jason mraz's i'm your's. we kinda have the father-daughter bond kind of thing lastnight. HAH! i can't belive i just typed that :Pi can't wait for him to buy me my very own guitar! (if you say daddy's girl, i'll say whaaaaat?)

moving on.. i was just at Yahoo's main page and came across this one article which totally blew me right off my chair (not really, that was just an expression). twas about baby's birthmark. i have a small birthmark hidden on my back shoulder and guess what it's called..

Mongolian blue spots are curious, flat, bruise-like spots that
often appear on a baby’s buttocks or lower body. This type of birthmark occurs
most often in darker-skinned babies and is named for Attila the Hun, whose
children were all said to carry the mark. Mongolian blue spots range in color
from blue to black to grey, and almost always fade within a few years.

omg, i have MONGOLIAN BLUE SPOTS all this while! and to think that it was a small bruised caused by some 'ponbabies' or was it 'unwanted visitors' or something like that. it was an old wives' tale. i'm not saying that i believe that my birthmark is from my ancestor, Attila and that i'm mixed with greek. i'm just saying that, 'whoaa, i have MONGOLIAN BLUE SPOTS!'.

plus, it only occur most often in darker-skinned babies? OY. i'm not even dark skinned girl (just a mixture of golden bronze and beige)

oh whateverrrrrrr.

mayday!

2009-05-01T10:26:00.004+08:00

i secretly want to be a goth

i had a pop quiz in my geo class lastnight and thank god twas MCQs only! so twas easy peasy (say whaaa?) we spent about an hour or so just trying to answer as much as we could but i only managed to answer til question number one hundred something o____O

anywho, after the pop quiz.. sir made us choose only one among all five restaurants he had jotted down on the white board and we all chose the last number, which was EXCAPADE SUSHI! our group will be having a dinner soon as sir promised to treat us all next week. yaaaay! i so can't wait to fill my tummy with japanese foods again :)

then all of us went home 30mins earlier than the last class. i met whatshisnameagain? saadah's boyfriend and chatted off with zahra. kami story story about this dude and then this girl and then about that and then i went home. goodness that was lame -__-'

bah gotta get going.

i need to be medicated.

2009-04-29T10:17:00.004+08:00

i went to saddie's yesterday and we were reunited once again. YAY :D we gossiped non-stop and rumbled through her suitcase full of her clothes. she gave me my gifts (which i absofuckinlutely love so thanks!) and lend me her awesome jacket (will return to you by next week). we were suppose to go to the ICC to catch a glipmse of the carnival but we went to jaya and mall instead. but anywho..

i HATE boys who keeps bugging me off with such annoying 'what-where-who-why-how' questions.

like, why the hell do you ask SO much questions?

you assholes are the main reason why girls like me became quite picky.

(and if you think you male readers aren't one of these assholes, some of you may be safe but some of you deny-ers are one of them).

so piss off already.

i've been bunked by sam.

2009-04-27T00:14:00.002+08:00

engkaulah destinasiku.

geooofood.

2009-04-24T21:28:00.004+08:00

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgod.
i'm sooooooo stuffffffffffed.
i never wanna see food.
ever.
AGAIN.

-- ok, i take that back! (i'll probably eat again around 11-ish)

ANYWAYSSSSSSSS.
mairah came over and we play KU-ON. the least scariest shit i've ever played. it's like a mix of fatal frame's and obscure's, but i'd still choose fatal frame series over any horror games! then we decided to order the new pizza hut's cheesy crust pizza but by the time the phone was ringing, mum said "JAAAALAAAAAAAN!". so, pizza will be rescheduled next time :(

we went to pasar malam and bought heck of foods for dad's band and ourselves then headed off to the airport where i bought some nacho's overload and picked Dan up. Then dinner then dishes then played piano then felt so sanak to even continue to type this crap.

MOVING ONNNNNNNN.

i had my first geo class lastnight and twas absofuckinlutely awesome!! twas nothing like what i had in mind. i'm beginning to love geo again, HAHA! well, it's not my fault that my previous geo teachers are... boring? :p Sir was cool. he made all his explanations very understandable. he even showed us this cartoon show from his laptop that's related to the topic we were studying, 'Immigration & Ageing Population'. plus, there's only the 12 of us students in our group at that time so it wasn't really that full unlike any other groups (which i totally felt sorry for them). we even had a geo quiz challenge between us girls and the guys. the team that wins will be treated to any of our desired restaurant and possibly, a movie too. and in the end, twas a tie as both teams got 4-4 but us girls eventually became the winners last night. then yadda yadda yadda, Sir decided to lanja all of us soon as it wouldn't be quite fair to the other team. both were satisfied by the decision. i don't know yet whether or not we're going to eat sushi or dimsum or pizza. it'll be decided by tomorrow, i guess...

so yeah, i can't wait for my geo class tomorrow! YIPPEE! :)

okie dokie then. will blog soon again. bye!

johnny bravo is my ideal man.

2009-04-23T16:31:00.003+08:00

i had my first REAL maths class lastnight. Twas way beyond on what i had expected for but twas still awesome :)

i came 5 minutes late and made my way through an empty seat as the other students stare at me blankly. we studied about Algebra. the worst topic in the worst subject of all. i had a hard time with some of the equations but i managed to finish them. the teacher was nice, much nicer than the last maths teachers i've had gone through. she's very helpful and kinda funny. and the boys, those bloody boys-- so annoying! they teased me just cause i ask the teacher to call me "Nadirah", instead of "Fatin". GEEEZ!

plus, there was this one--- no, two cute boys! :) one from my group and the other's in the next group. mind you, i don't even know why the heck i'm all of a sudden a 'boy-hunter'. must be the teenage rage. or it must be my hormones.

anyways, the stupidest part of all during my night class last night was our break. me and zahra went to the toilet and the toilet was situated way at the back, near the dark jungle like. when we went in the toilet, i had this weird vibe. then _____insert your story here_____ and then when we got out, we were like little kiddies trying to rush out from the toilet to the playground. we literally squished ourselves at the door trying to get out. then the stupidest part happened, i gave zahra my hair clip to hold for a sec while i fix my undoubtly frizzy hair and all of a sudden, i heard something. so i changed my pace. i walked quite fast, leaving zahra a foot behind. then when she ask me to stop and wait for her, she walked quite faster than me. okay, more like running. i felt stupid. twas like one of those olympic games where they passed the torch. paloi.

oh well, that's all for now. i'm gonna cook (sejak bila) and then go to tuition.

will blog soon.

toodles!

fell for my neighbour.

2009-04-21T11:46:00.001+08:00

oh neighbour boy, when will you come to my house again? :)

30th anniversary

2009-04-12T12:37:00.001+08:00

i wanna go tuition..

i wanna be a smart ass..

nervous breakdown.

2009-04-09T15:27:00.001+08:00

let's spin out of controoooool!

it's time to LOL!

2009-04-02T14:55:00.009+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!

it's that time of the month where you pull pranks on anyone who crosses you path!

be AWARE. be very AFRAID.

so anywaaaaaays, my june is within two months from now and first up is my Maths paper one! i should be weak on my knees revising instead of blogging. HAHA! sounds stupid, innit?

moving oooooon. i've never watched Slumdog Millionaire before but i'm hoping to cause i heard they won some oscars for it and some crtitics said it's A-MEH-ZZZZZZING! so yeah, i'm still scouring for the DVD. anywho, i just listened to one of the song from it's soundtrack. it's called "Jai Ho" remixed with Nicole Scherzinger and i absolutely fell in LOVE with the song! the flow of the song and how Nicole's voice truely blends in with the indian beats. oh god. i even felt i was back in Narnia when i closed my eyes and just listened to it a few times (more like a bazillion times). kinda lame and so out of topic as you go "NARNIA? SAY WHAT?!" but even i seriously don't know why the hell i pictured me hovering through Narnia. it was surrrrreal, i tell ya. besides the hovering part, i felt some connection between me and my indian roots when i listened to it.

thank god for my ancestors, i'm mixed. i'll embrace it with coolness.

okay, i gotta get going now. blog real soon!

TOODLES!

i'm a true shopaholic!

2009-03-31T13:58:00.002+08:00

Hi, i'm Rebecca Bloomwood and i'm a shopaholic!

It all revolves around Rebecca Bloomwood (Isla Fisher), who's a shopaholic. After she falls flat on the ground with all her debts and unemployment, she needs to find a solution-- QUICK! So after getting drunk and accidentally sent a convincing letter to Successful Savings magazine, she had landed herself a job the next day as financial journalist known as the Girl in the Green scarf. She quickly became famous and has fallen head over her Jimmy Choo's heels for her Successful Savings boss, Luke Brandon (Hugh Dancy). But just as her life was getting better, everything was ruined as her secrets begin to reveal, as well as her friendship and also her newly found romance. After being humilated infront of a live camera and audiences, she decided to turn her life around and start a new one. One of them was to control her shopping addiction and second was to earn back her trust from her friends.

the movie's unfrigginbelievebly awesome!

the characters, quotes and plotlines are all amazing, including Hugh Dancy *drools*

it's a mixture of sex and the city meets ugly betty kind of chick flick.

it's the kind of movie that makes me wanna pop in my popcorn and watch it again 'til i'm fully satisfied with it.

you look like a cheeseball.

2009-03-30T10:48:00.005+08:00

did you participated?

i did.

here are the latest updates:

one. i've been out and about at the mall nowadays with saadah cause being stuck at home all the time makes me feel like a lifeless zombie o____O

two. i'm saving up my money to open up an bank account where all the savings are my own hard earn work.

three. i could sense that my style is changing but i still maintain the quirkyness & uniqueness of that converse loving kind of down to earth style.

four. i'm getting fat

five. i'm gonna watch 'Confessions of a Shopaholic' with saadah later and i'll post the reviews soon.

soooooooo... later!

where's fluffy?

2009-03-27T10:06:00.005+08:00

Well, you're two penises short of a Shania Twain reimagination band!

Nick (Michael Cera) is heartbroken after being dumped by his ex-girlfriend, Tris.. on his b'day. His friends (particularly his bandmates) try to convince him to come and perform at a club just for the sakes that one of their favourite band, "Where's Fluffy?" might be playing somewhere in New York City. He agreed and as they were performing, Tris decided to show up with her new guy, leaving a HUGE hole on Nick's heart. Enter Norah (Kat Dennings), she goes to the same school with Caroline, her bestfriend and Tris, who she hates the most. Norah kisses Nick in the hope to make Tris jealous but really doesn't know that she just kissed Tris's old flame, Nick. Nick's mates decided to help out cause they really think Norah has the potential to be Nick's girlfriend so they took over the duty to send Caroline home while Nick and Norah try to find "Where's Fluffy?". After a big arguement about Tris and the interferance of old flames, will they ever find "Where's Fluffy?" and eventually... fall in love?

darren told me to buy and watch Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist cause he said something about the songs were cool. so i bought it yesterday and i absofuckinglutely LOVE it! the plots, the quotes, the songs and the whole entire movie itself was awesome. i kept rewinding it just for the sakes of the funny quotes so i could laugh my head off loud. plus, Rafi Gavron is mine! ALL MINE!

seriously, it's a must if you haven't watch it yet.

stabme.

2009-03-23T15:47:00.002+08:00

kill me. just kill me now.

i just don't wanna die out of boredom.

pringlessssss

2009-03-22T19:34:00.006+08:00

as i said in my last post, dad's band was being rescheduled to play today BUT right after they had spent 30mins setting up all the instruments on stage, they were asked to pack up all the things back and play later at 1pm! loipa loipa loiiiiiiiiiipa!

the oldies were pissed. TOTALLY PISSED! i mean, who wouldn't be pissed? it was a tad bit embarrassing about it cause people saw you set and then pack the things up. it was all so fucked up to me. then the chinese dude treated all of us (the band and the band's family and friends) for our lunch. it was so shitty cause if i knew about it earlier, i wouldn't be busting my ass to funbread and buy some snacks.

THE MOST FUNNY PART:
okay, i found that the chinese dude who treated us lunch was.. cute. HAHA! yes, i found him cute. even my pal, zee and mum found him kinda cute....... except for the fact that his zip was well, unzipped! i thought mum was joking or had told me a false fact and when he got up, there i saw it-- an unzipped zip! i could see the shadow of his undone zip. haiyo! me and zee couldn't stop giggling! hahaha shiznit. but right after me and zee got back from the toilet.. we saw that he had already zipped it.

anywho, the oldies decided to cancel their gig cause they were really pissed about it. so we went back home early again cause they had to sent back dad's things home.. an hour later, we went to the mall again cause mum wanted to go out.

THE STUPIDEST LOOK ON MY FACE PART:
i went up to meet mairah and her friend at the foodcourt. it was hard for me to find her cause it was crowded and i haven't recharged my credit yet. i tried to find her and i almost had the wrong person! thank god i didn't smacked that lady's shoulder and said 'merah!'. buduh. so i give up and try to sit and recharge my credit. just as i pulled out a chair.. i saw this one lady who looks like mairah. i took a second look and twas really her. she saw me and i saw her. i pointed and laughed my way to her table. then mai introduced me as Bon. oh god, she introduced me like i got no real name. then mai asked me yet again how old i was. seriously, i'm seventeen bah. SEVENTEEN! ten plus seven equals to SEVENTEEN! it's the same number as my birthdate, SEVENTEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!

and by the way, when i was about to take a seat.. there was this dude, two dudes as a matter in fact, in between the way of me and mairah's table. when i took a second look at mai, i caught the dudes (esp the dude in like maroonish red shirt) looking at me. it was as if they wanted to approach me or something. and as i was pointing and making my way to mai's, the dudes were still looking. i ignored them cause i was busy laughing with mai. seriously, there's a hundred million other girls at the mall who wore heels and look at least like a girl. they should be looking at them instead of me! i was wearing my converse sneakers and my hair was all over my face, for heaven's sakes!

anywho, after that.. they sent me back to my folks cause they were going to the beach. so, as we wne to have our usual hi-tea at rizqun, Tan texted me. he was searching for me and we decided to meet up right later. i was so psyched to meet him cause it's been years since we've last seen each other. he told me he was at the arcade so i got stuck at the escalator with full of boys (awkwardnesssss--- i was the only girl) and then rushed up to the arcade. as i was making my way through the arcade, someone called my name. i turned around and it was--- bahzi! i smiled and waved and he did the same thing. then i saw his friend smiled and waved me as well. his friend's face looked so familiar that i've finally knew who twas when i got inside the arcade. paloi! then i searched for tan and there was no sign of him there, rupanya he was at the OTHER arcade. so i rushed there and finally found him waiting outside. and twas abit hard for me to find me cause it's been years since i've seen him so obviously, he has changed-- and he did. he grew taller than me! i was all like "omg heeeey! yay! we've finally meet!" with a big smile. i looked... cheeky. ngiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih. we hung out with his pals and watched another dance competition. boring. then he had to go cause he and his friends were gonna go to the beach. god damn, what is UP with people and the beach nowadays? GRR! then we met bryan, my pds junior at school.

bryan: eh orang pds kan?

dir: yeah... i know you! *points at bryan*

bryan: apa nama ku?

dir: but i forgot your name *giggling*

tan: bryan *points at bryan*

dir: oh, you're bryan! okay *form two flashback about one of the gossips with me and kristine*

bryan: yeaaah

dir: you airhead, don't make the convo weird! *says in heart*

and blablablabla went home and blog about my bloody sunday.

bigfuckinbummer.

2009-03-21T13:17:00.005+08:00

and

i can't

wait

for

tonight....

will NOT be posting ANY photos soon!

------------------------------------------------------

"and i can't wait for tonight?" what the hell was i thinking? haha.

okay here's the lowdown-- dad and his fellow band mates got a gig at the mall for this somesort bmobile exhibition. i was so psyched about it that i had planned on what to wear a few days early. so, the gig was suppose to be at 8pm but it was later rescheduled to 6pm! it was a rush hour both for me and my mum cause we needed to search the best parking after dropping of Dan at the airport.

yadda yadda yadda-- dad's gig was delayed cause there was this awfully shuffle dancing, which to me all the steps are the bloody same! so i hung out with darren instead since he was there. god, i feel short when i'm with him. HAHA! we try to search for syat and whenever we were close to the area she was, she would be at another area. i was almost out of breathe just for chasing syat around. at last, we set up a meeting point at Chill, where most of darren's friends were there and i guess they were kinda surprised to see me. yeaaaah whatever. then finally, we met syat!

darren hung out with his mates while i hung out with syat for a while. we gossiped, hugged and walked around the mall (me and syat, i meant). when it was time for her to go home, i asked darren to meet me up at the bookstore cause i had no one to hang out with BUT i got too carried away hanging out with syat that i accidentally went to meet him up... 15mins delayed. sorry dude! then when i was finally at the bookstore, he was nowhere to be found! so i texted him up again and while i was reading this awesome russell lee's true horror stories.. darren came up standing next to me and said... said something which i forgot, and made me startled. paloi.

we went to the arcade and darren suggested "DDR". it was a big no-no for me as i had failed it four five times now. malas ku kan memalui diri ku main haha! so just to kill the boredom between us, we went to the cd store and talked about music and all those "have-you-heard-of-this-band?" and "have-you-heard-of-this-song?" kind of shindigs. then we went to the foodcourt cause he wanted a drink. when we were talking and talking, mum texted me and said dad's gig was being rescheduled for tomorrow. i was slightly bummed cause i already wore this outfit esp. for the gig and that i was looking forward on 'whooo-ing' so loud to show my support for dad and his band.

anywho, i had to go back home early cause the primeMedia people had to send dad's instruments back home and we need to lead them to our house. ohbigfuckinbummer! but despite everything, i had loads of fun tonight cause i got to hang out with darren and syat, whom i rarely see nowadays. oh i miss them both now! :(

the planets bend between us.

2009-03-20T11:39:00.003+08:00

my breath fogged up the glass

and so i drew a new face

and laughed..

i hate it when dad ask me to test the drums and left me sweating in the studio cause he's so stingy, he won't even open the airconditioner. god damn, i just had my shower and now i'm sweaty. eww.

ANYWAYS.. i went out with saddie and the boys just this wednesday and i had loads of fun. we went to the mall right after we went to kuilap. me and saddie ate sushi and the boys literally annoyed me when i ate my sushi. grrr. then us girls headed off for another karaoke sessions in the arcade and then window shopping whilst gossiping at the same time.

twas really cool cause i get to release all those nerve wrecking tensions that filled my head all this while. anywho, i gotta get going now. dan's flying off somewhere. will blog more.. soon!

YYYY

a note for you.

2009-03-17T15:15:00.002+08:00

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog):
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .
___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

*******

Dear Mai,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1) i'll join the monastery. I think I realized it (2) when your dog ran amok (3) in your camping car and I saw you (4) sit on (5) Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're (6) cowardly enough to understand (7) that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning (8) your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep (9) your neighbour Martin as a memory. You should also know that I (10) never openly mocked (11) Oprah Winfrey imitations.

(12) In pain,
Dir

*******

tagging anyone who cares to be tagged.

jiggy poops.

2009-03-15T22:08:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!
it's been a while since i've last blogged. anywho.. just wanna update all the shindigs that's been happening weirdly in my life:

first off.. since my laptop's still in the "process" of sending them to the shop for repairs, i'm using Ed's laptop at the moment so i wouldn't be bored to death.

second strings.. my DS one catridge (where i can download and save DS games) is out of the blue b-r-o-k-e-n! i don't even hella know why and how but it sucks cause now i can no longer play cooking mama and rune factory (let alone harvest moon ds cute!) oh the horror!

third lollipop.. to kill the boredom, i've been at saadah's for a few afternoons lately where we would stalk people (watch out, it might be you!) on the net and make vlogs.

fourth running.. after complaining to saadah and zar about this one particular jerk.. he finally contacted me. and now i just hope we're still friends like back in those days again.. (dude, if you're ever gonna read my blog and this post, i'm sorry but you really are kinda of a jerk to me nowadays)

fifth meowing..MANCHESTER UNITED have failed to beat out LIVERPOOL lastnight at the premier league. i got the news from saadah this morning over at our cousin's wedding as i dozed off watching AF with mumsy. shiznit!

sixth sense.. i just knew that my old schoolmate name zuhairi khairi... is my CLOSE cousin from my dad's side! *sigh* last born always last to know!

seventh child.. i've finally went out to the mall! shhh. i know what you're thinking. "the mall? like, that's soooo typical of you. ugh. omg. that's soo yesterday" but whatever, ok? i haven't been out since the first of march (i think) besides going to saadah's and any other family occasions.

lastly.. that's all for now. will be posting more randoms thoughts when i'm bored. ciao!

away.

2009-03-09T14:15:00.003+08:00

hello my fellow bastards!

just to let you know that i won't be blogging for a while now cause my laptop went berserk and had a technical problem. don't worry, i'll be back soon when i have finally solve what's wrong with my laptop. till here then, cya!

p.s: i may go blogging once in a while using edol's laptop or anyone's laptop or whatever.

xoxo dirs :)

muttons.

2009-03-04T18:33:00.002+08:00

THESE VIDS ARE HILARIOUS!

(shut up and click to watch it)

ilmao.

chun-li juling.

2009-03-03T19:21:00.005+08:00

this movie is unexpectedly... AWESOME!

i watched it with qils last LAST saturday night at Qlap and it was totally beyond my expectations!

i grew up revolving with the whole street fighter thingy with my brothers (and along with those teenage mutant ninja turtles, mortal kombat, etc..) sadly, i only get to remember some of the street fighter characters as i was only 5 years old back then when it was famously known throughout the world. thank god i still remember chun-li, general bison, vega and nash! me and qils went inside the cinema way too early! haha. the worst part was that our movie was 15 mins delayed so we ended up watching the damn commercials more than five frickin times -____-'

but the good part is that the movie satisfied me!

OH MYGOD I WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE AGAIN!!

the best damn part is that there's gonna be a sequel and it all revolves around ryu (and possibly ken) so.. GAAAAH, I CAN'T WAIT! both me and qils were the only one who gasped when we heard ryu's name while the others remained silent. haha! that was such a classic.

anywho, i'll give this movie about 7 stars only since we had to watch the damn commercials on and on and on..... and on.

jump you asshole!

2009-03-02T17:49:00.002+08:00

this is how i look like in the jumping photoshoot.

(gah, i look stupid)

yes i'm a beach, and your point is?

2009-03-01T20:06:00.005+08:00

PHEEW!

what a sunday i'm having.

i'm clearly exhausted now.

first off, i was supposed to go to miri today with my folks but changed of plans so yeah, our trip to miri was canceled. i was looking forward on my shopping spree but nope, big bummer! anywho, overall i had a very great sunday! i went to the tungku beach with my cousins for a "photoshoot". i thought it was only like one of those "hang out and talk and let's take a picture to capture this moment of fun" but it was actually a real photoshoot! i don't mean the real one with all the crews and lightings and everyhing but with we had abg. merol and abg. azwan as our photographer and kaka lydia as our make up artist. the models? all of us! haha.

i hated the part when us girls jumped for the photoshoot. the results of our pics were awesome... except mine! i look like a retard trying to do some excercises! twas really fugly (and funny), i'm serious. i hate it.

then me & saadah went to the bushes for me to change my shirt cos i was *&%$... i held my shirt with my knees as i was busy holding the towel but when i took my shirt off, i couldn't find my shirt! turns out my shirt fell off to the ground. paloi. i was all like "my shirt is on the ground" in a panicky way. haha! twas really funnay. you should have been there.

then abg. azwan took a few shoots of me and saadah at the bushes. yes, weird as it seems.. the results were superb! we even had to took off our slippers and sacrificed ourselves to pose like models. haha! then there was a part when i was being called as "tin sardine" or was it "nutella" cos the others had kitchen nicknames so yeah. then another one was, get this; KIMORA LEE SIMMONS! (yeah, ya heard me!) well, the story was like this.. we were taking pics at them rocks when i joked about i should show off my butt like kim kardashian and all of a sudden, was it abg merol? said that i looked like kimora lee simmons. i kinda froze in time for a second there then came back to reality when they all agreed that i look like her. even abg. merol's friend had to take a look at me and agreed! so there you have it. the whole story about the kimora thingy.

then before we all went home, we had a group hug! at first twas only abg merol, abg azwan & saadah but then i joined in and then followed by kaka lydia. gila, sanak ku! haha well, not in a bad way. its just cause i was on the phone waiting for my mum to pick up. ahaha! so after that, we headed off to this one small restaurant near batu bersurat (or was it in batu bersurat?) and on the way there, i looked at our jumping photoshoots and laughed so hard with saadah, kaka lydia and kaka lydia's friend. hahaha pacah bah usul pose ku ah. i laughed so hard till my cheeks hurt and had cramps! hahaha cali banar lah tu gambar ku ah. then we look at it again with abg merol and his friend in the restaurant while eating soto. malu hantap ku nyamu.

then kaka lydia & saadah sent me home. the end. where's the pic you asked? i'll upload them soon once i've been tagged on my facebook. i didn't bring my camera cause twas low batt and i don't know how to use my dad's camera as well. oh well, cya!

50th.

2009-02-25T10:13:00.005+08:00

- the birthday girl-

lastnight we celebrated mum's 50th birthday!
we planned a last minute small gathering (blame edol, not me!) and all of us had such a blast! there was karaoke-recording sessions and three birthday cakes (just look at the picture above) need i say more? haha!

make me wholesome.

2009-02-23T10:41:00.006+08:00

i took the flower love quiz and all i got is..

Do you have a hard time talking to your sweetie
about your
feelings? Do you get tongue-tied around your crush?

If so, your flower is the gardenia.

According to floriology, the study of flower
symbolism, gardenias
symbolize secret love because they supposedly hold a
secret within their petals.
Your mysterious nature may intrigue your crush
enough to make the first
move, but bottling up all those emotions isn't
always a good thing. Why hide
your feelings when you have a shot at making
your fantasy a reality?

Maybe you don't have the words to tell your
love how you feel, or maybe the thought of
spilling your guts scares the
crap out of you. Either way, you can get your
message across with a bouquet
of gardenias--sans the sweaty palms and
stuttering.

T is for tiger.

2009-02-22T22:03:00.004+08:00

oh my goldielocks, i'm exhausted!

i slept late lastnight and had to woke up early this morning in eager to catch a movie with qils. i was quite in a rush that i had to make breakfast when i should be taking my shower and cleaning my room when i should get dress. but thank god, qils extended a few more minutes before picking me up. anywho, we were a little tad bit late for our movie though. we watched...

FOUR CHRISTMASES

it was HILARIOUS! my fav. part has got to be... the one where the baby vomitted on reese's character; kate. vince's reaction to the vomit was hella funny! and the grossest part was where kate's niece put "the special marker" in her mouth and her response when she heard what her aunt did to the marker was...priceless! haha.

anyways, right after the movie.. we-- well, i-- gave a try on, as qils told me.. "the easier version of dance dance revolution (DDR)". sadly, it wasn't exactly as easy as i thought i would be. again, i got F's throughout the whole time we were playing. falui! then we headed of to the palm's for lunch. we ate lasagnas. it was oh-so-delicious! thanks qil for the lunch, i'll treat you next time when i get my allowance :D

then after lunch, we went to underten shop, which was next to the palm's. i was searching for a last minute (ok, not that last minute lah-- more like a day more to last minute?) pressie for mum. my budget was only twenty bucks but then most of the cool stuffs is ABOVE twenty bucks... so, scratch that. we headed off to the mall to buy my mum some kain. luckily for me, there was a money changer! i had to changed my RM$60 just to have enough money to buy my mum's pressie and some assorted cakes (mind you, mum phoned me to buy some-- not me) then when we got home, turns out that qil's parents were still there-- karaokeing with ngah m! ngah m's singing voice was so cute! haha :p then, when everybody headed home.. me & mum wanted to go karaokeing but we had to delay it as kaka rozi came. so i was stuck with chores in the kicthen until just an hour ago. *sigh*

TIGER

oh yeah, turns out that my beloved cat; Tiger-- died lastnight. we didn't know what's the cause of his death as we didn't have enough money to send him to the vet (the government's vet sucks so no doubt about it that the private vet rules) but i think it has something to do with his.. tonsils? cause he can only drink and didn't eat so he was really weak! it was so sad when you see him trying to lie down. thank god i got a chance to take his picture hours and tell him how much i love him as a cat (i know it's weird but i raised him since he was baby) before he passed away. i really miss him. i still remember how he would push his head whenever i try to rub his head and the fact that when he meows, it's so cute. may he rest in peace. I MISS YOU, TIGER!

kimmy.

2009-02-19T13:46:00.002+08:00

i'm the asian version of kim kardashian

(minus the sex tape)

the big two O.

2009-02-18T23:23:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MAIRAH

first and foremost, mairah's birthday is today & she turned the big two-zero, leaving me as the only teen among us four girls. anywho, i wish her all the best both in present and future :)

i miss you mai!

moving on..

i went to mtssr with my dad to pick up my registration form and seriously, i look REALLY silly wearing my shorts and guns'n'roses shirt while the others wore something.. smart? i definitely look like a hobo. a hobo that's a fan of guns'n'roses. anyways, i hung out with saadah just this afternoon. it's been a while since we've last hung out together. i had fun. we went karaoke-ing and tekken-ing in the arcade and ate at jolibee's. during our hang out, she had told me something that made me freeze and shocked. she said that she's with this person and this person is related to me and blablabla. i screamed. i seriously hate the fact that they had kept this news from me. (saadah, just admit it i'm a very good actress! haha)

and then..

i cooked nasi goreng cina for my family just now and despite some.. "errors", thank god it was yummy! some of the eggs were slightly burnt so me and kaka rini joked about telling them it's black pepper. hahaha buduh~ anyways, that's all for now. my uncles and aunts are coming for a visit now so cya!

2009-02-16T21:29:00.001+08:00

haha.

Vday stands for vain day :p

2009-02-14T11:48:00.007+08:00

i see your face when i am dreaming

(that's why i always wake up screaming)

it's that time of the month again. it's the day where every airheads waste their time celebrating this splendid occasion with their beloved airheads. that's right, it's VALENTINE'S DAY. oh bullcrackle, this sucks! i bet that i'll be watching all the chick flicks while eating loads of junkies tonight.. when i get back from ngah m's.

TO ALL THE AIRHEADS:

sorry for calling you airheads (but you are) and yeah, have a lame V-day! :)

poor little thing. i killed cupid cos

he was just so damn annoying.

the f word.

2009-02-13T13:33:00.002+08:00

i am not fat.

i'm just curvy in all places.

pilates my arse.

2009-02-11T22:17:00.006+08:00

Grr. i hate excercising. i just plain hate it.

i went to the fitness zone for the last time of my three days free trial with Zahra and we both decided to try out pilates. the moment we stretched our bodies, it was the moment i regretted the most. the pilates were hard. i just didn't expected it to be THAT hard. but thank goodness it was our last day there. ha ha ha!

i watched the pink panther 2 with saadah, her boyfriend (whatshisnameagain?iforgot), muiz and zee. the movie was alright. i love the funny quotes and all but i'd still chose the first movie than the sequel at this time. i really don't know why but some parts of the scenes made me sleepy. LOL! then right after the movie, i gossiped with saadah about this one particularly person and this other person and how we wondered about something. hahaha mind you, i'm trying to make this complicated as i would like it to be so you wouldn't understand what the hell.. oh shuttup. to cut the story short, this is the day that i've been known as kim kardashian. yes, you heard me; KIM KARDASHIAN! okay so this is how our counversation goes:

dirs: hey, you're kourtney! *points at saadah*
saadah: *amazed and thought of something*
dirs: *looks away for giving an idea in saadah's head*
saadah: omg, you're kim kardashian! *laughs along with zee*
dirs: omg!

still don't get me why they call me kim kardashian by now, huh? oh god. it's cause saadah said my bossoms and butt is big like kim's. ohshutthehellup! it's really unbelievable but hey, that's their opinion. i've nothing to say. i was speechless and still am. poor girl, i kinda annoyed zee with my "is-my-butt-really-that-big?" questions, which she only responded "jubur mu atu BULAT bah!" twice or was it thrice?

well, till here then. i'll hopefully post some more tomorrow. mum just scared the crap out of me so no excuses, i'm outta here!

the worse week.

2009-02-07T15:56:00.004+08:00

i absolutely agree.

oh hello blog! i've missed bragging about what goes on in my life to you. anyways, let's start off with "it's been a very hectic week". my cousin is getting married tomorrow and to make much more worse, i'm having a flu. i think i got it from edol and then saadah -_____-' okay, here's what i've been up to lately:

-saturday-

i went to miri with edol and kaka rini. we went to this awesome beach with bg. erol and his bandmates. it was really fun despite the rain. then went to imperial mall and shopped.

-sunday-

we shopped til we dropped at bouluvard, parkson and imperial mall. made a quick pit stop at tom and jerry's (haha!) to take our things and went home.

-monday-

suppose to go and watch bride wars with my mates but had a change of plans.. on the last minute. a big bummer!

-tuesday-

i went to this old dude's house where my dad and his bandmates performed. i had a blast! his house was so huge; he has a swimming pool and a huge backyard with basketball hoop and garden. this is the night where i accidentally sent the wrong text to darren. oh for the love of god..

-wednesday-

i hung out with saadah and the rest. i had a great time :)

-thursday-

i was suppose to go to damit's house again but got sick.

anyways, lastnight was hella fun except for the awkward situation and the bloody hell dude who has a crush on me. oh for god sakes, WHY? why on earth does it have to be me? i was wearing a shirt where saadah said i look like i was pregnant. PREGNANT! oh for the love of rob pattinson.. i was with my friend, zee and all of the sudden, she told me that her friend's friend kirimsalam. i was like what the ffffffff. to make things much worse, they came to us and sat next to my friend. AND this two other dudes came to us and gave us their phone numbers. paloi nah paloi! then then theeeeeen, it was really awkward when ______(insert his name) was in the same room with me. it was insane! but the fun part was when me, saadah and adib went to look at _____'s (insert bitch's name) house. i felt like i wanted to trash her house but since there was dogs so i don't wanna waste my time in the hospital soon enough. yadda yadda yadda.. we got home around 4.30ish in the morning and i went to take my "morning shower" in the afternoon. hahaha! so what. fyou.

till here then. to be continued soon.

yours :)

2009-01-30T23:19:00.005+08:00

Oshit.

2009-01-29T21:08:00.008+08:00

ehhhh fuck you blog. i hate you. (and to you readers, no need to know why i hate my blog now)

that's right folks, the O level results are out and all i got are two O's and two passes. i don't need some sympathy right now. all i need is junk foods. lots and lots of junk foods. for all of you readers out there, just pat me by my shoulders and say "well, at least you got some O's, right?" rather than looking oh so shock from a far and pity me by saying "oh sorry to hear that.." sorry my beige ass. i tried my best already, ok?

anyways, you haven't even hear the worst part of the story yet. i ran back and forth up and down from my stairs just so i could answer the bloody damn phone.. more than seven times! geez. i sweated like a hot dog, i'm telling ya. but for what it's worth, at least i had some one to talk to rather than my mum, who i know will only give me sarcastic answers. oh besides the whole damn phone thing.. i had to clean the kitchen floor cause i accidentally made a mess. i was suppose to cook the rice but i had a very clumsy moment where a few of the rice flew out of the rice pot, along with the water. it was a big mess. i had to clear all the rice that was on the floor and moped it. then another story was that, mum asked me to make ayam masak kicap. so i did what she told me. i cut the onions and the ginger and so on. just as i put the chicken in the cooking pot, mum came in with ready to eat foods. take away foods! she wasted my time! for god sakes. why god? why on earth do i have no such luck today? am i a bad luck magnet?

moving on, saadah suggested that i should go to igs college and take my pre national diploma. the one college that i hated back then cause i hated business. but now i guess i had a chnage of heart-- i mean, mind? as crazy as i may be, i guess it'll be cool for me to take business. but then again, just knew that i had to retake in june. i asked mum just out of curiousity cause both my folks didn't say anything about it and she nodded her head. now she tells me? NOW? after i had made my rash decisions? $%^&! b-b-but what if i still get two O's in the end? would that bejust wasting my bloody? okay now she confuses me, just this afternoon she told me to apply in mtssr and now she's talking about retakes? oh bloody blood orange.

GRRR. now it's down to three choices:

1. retake

2. take PND at mtssr

3. take PND at igs college

if i take my PND, i could take HND the very next year after i finished my pnd. swell isn't it? oh well, we'll see. i still don't have a clue on which path to choose from. till here then.

ITS ABOUT 3.

2009-01-27T12:59:00.006+08:00

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
uh` tin
d'oh` nad
twah` fat

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33MINUTES:
uh` watched dracula on youtube
d'oh` chatted with majdi
twah` ate peanut butter and chocolate

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
uh` watch funny vids on youtube
d'oh` reminiscing all the funny moments
twah` positive thoughts

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW:
uh` hujan's pagi yang gelap
d'oh` mutemath's spotlight
twah` lily allen's the fear

THREE THINGS YOU LOVE IN A GUY/GIRL:
uh` honesty
d'oh` kindness
twah` sense of humour

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS:
uh` my maid
d'oh` dexter (wtf?)
twah` my grandparents

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
uh` ipod
d'oh` nintenndo wii
twah` n79

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
uh` playing video games
d'oh` shopping
twah` compose songs

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR NEXT VACATION:
uh` australia
d'oh` singapore
twah` europe

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTERS:
uh` homer
d'oh` ariel triton
twah` broken neck woman

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FAST FOOD:
uh` pizzzzzzzzzza.
d'oh` french fries

twah` donuts

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
uh` banana pineapple smoothie
d'oh` coke
twah` orange & carrot juice

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR HANDBAG:
uh` wallet
d'oh` compact powder
twah` rayban/specs.

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
uh` red
d'oh` white
twah` purple

TOP THREE U LOVED SO MUCH:
uh` mammaw & papaw
d'oh` my mates
twah` the rest of my family (this includes my kitties as well!)

Taggging- anyone

feng shui me (asian version of pimp me)

2009-01-26T20:04:00.005+08:00

today's progress: quite hectic
today's mood: very moody yet subtle
today's rating: five out of ten

i really need a day off from my job. i;m currently the house maid and the nanny to my cats. the worse part? mum is my boss. god, i really need a day off-- as well as a raise in my allowance since i'm way over qualifide in my profession now.

ANYWAAAAAAAYS. though today was hectic, it was all worth my sweat dripping for. after i did all those shiznit chores, i ran back up stairs and continued to go online. just as i was fixing my ipod through my laptop, i was forced to shut it off by dad cause we had to go and send Dan off to work then head off to malls and such. i thought we were gonna go to any one of my folks' chinese friends' house for the celebration of chinese new year but heck no.. things changed, i guess.

i went to chong hock in search to buy Dracula dvd but no luck, they didn't have any. ever since a few days ago, i'm really hook with all these dracula shindigs. and by that, i don't mean vampires like the twilight vampires (though rob pattison is indeed very hot playing a vampire!) but it's just something about dracula fascinates me. well, not just dracula-- dracula and all the other vampires (again, nothing to do with twilight!) i can't put my finger on it but yeah, a big heck yes that i'm into those shindigs these days.

besides count dracula, i'm also hooked on feng shui. yes, as crazy as it sounds-- FENG SHUI! i just checked them out on the net and twas so awesome. se awesome awesome nya brabis. you can earn your good wealth just by adding something in specific areas and so on. i'm soo gonna buy that lillian too's feng shui book for ox when i get my allowance! lol. so as i was checking the website out, i tried the chinese horoscope and here's what i got:

Your animal sign is Sheep

Your year name is Sin Wei

The gentle Sheep female.
Placid and dreamy, you are always compliant preferring to be
guided than to guide. Seldom goal-oriented, you will never embarrass another in
front of others, but will most probably take your revenge by manipulating others
quietly and patiently, all the while looking pleasant and childlike. There is no
limit to what you can endure. Occasionally, you are impulsive and that would
make others around you uncomfortable. Marriage is important to you and you want
a comfortable life if you can get it.

The metal female Sheep.
You look like an innocent, uncomplicated and easy prey but way down deep you are
tough, proud and perceptive.

.

moreover, i went to summit to show my dad this awesome shoes that i've been dying to get my.. feet on and this cheap ipod. can't wait to ask dad to buy them for me! :D :D okay, the ipod's so cheap cause it's fake but so what? i can't afford to but the original right now anyways. so yeah. till here then. ciao!

wait 'til my brain pops!

2009-01-24T16:14:00.004+08:00

it's been days since i've last posted something in my blog and now finally, i'm blogging my ass off!

TUESDAY -

i was at hazirah's crib with zahra and later joined by matul. we headed off to excapade sushi that afternoon for our lunch with fathin. then hung out at the mall. we went to summit, this new awesome shoe store, and played games at the arcade. hours laters, me + zahra joined geers with her mum at their family's restaurant; seri kandi and oh god, i love the fish fillet topped with BBQ sauce. gaaaaah! too bad i had to share it with zahra as we were both bloated. goddammnit. then we went to Adli's shop. it took me a few minutes to remember him cause i was still in awe by his cool shop. it finally clicked when i remembered saadah explained to me about his shop the last time we met. after that we went back home to celebrate zirah's birthday. twas really fun. i got to wear her krispy kreme hat and reindeer head band. we took several pics and ate her uber delish cake (oreo+cheesecake!!) then we changed our shirts and jeans to pajamas and read mags. out of the blue, we recorded a few funny home vids where we crazy danced our night away. i can't believed that i did cameron diaz's butt danced (referring to the charlie's angels movie..) when we were finally exhausted, we went to sleep.

WEDNESDAY -

we were suppose to go out with zirah's mum for our breakfast at 9am but we accidentally woke up at 9am. thiiiiew~ when we finally went out for our breakie, we went to dynasty and ate dim sums and drank jasmine tea til we were bloated.. again. then we went hanging around at the mall. after that, they sent me back home. on the way home, geers took a vid of me and zahra danced in the car to lady gaga's just dance song. the most cliche thing of all, we lip-synched. then when we got to my place, we took some more pics on the stairs, played the piano, went online and geers was entirely blown away by my brothers. she said they're both hot. i think, not. haha!

THURSDAY -

i played my ps2 til i had a headache. dammmnit.

FRIDAY -

bad luck occurred. we went to wa' mos for this one occasion which i forgot to ask my mum about it. i went with mai as my folks were busy and all those shindigs. then among all friggin empty chairs, this one old *fat* woman sat next to me and quite frankly, SAMPIT BRABIS!!!! like, she has god knows free friggin space next to her but ia ani menyasak sepenuh penuh nya arah aku sampai payah ku kan menarik tanggan ku. paloi. then when she was talking to this one lady, telling her to take the chair up front abit.. she put her heavy big hand on my knee while pointing the chair. all the while i was like "would you just pull the fucking damn chair up front so that she could remove her damn heavy hand?!" she even rubbed my knee. paloi paloi naaaah! gali bah rasa ku. then she did it again for the love of god second time. she rubbed my knee again. eh gatal pakah. majaaaal~ then panas hati ku, i took my soya bean gift and put them on my knee. udah tu, baru tah ia inda menaruh tanggan nya arah knee ku. paloi. phobia ku udah. then there was this lady, which mairah thought was a kid, with the same kain as the kain she was wearing at that time. haha fair lah tu, kan mai? hahahahaha shit.

SATURDAY -

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. today's quite boring. did chores and cooked. now i'm blogging and editing pictures to put in my facebook. and later on going to aqilah's. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yeah. toodles!

americana!

2009-01-19T09:15:00.002+08:00

and she's 27?

oh my fucking goodness, she looks more like her mother by the minute!

seriously, i think she should try to lay off the red lipstick.. and the "sexy" clothes.

2009-01-17T13:24:00.000+08:00

my fingerprint.

(i wish!)

angola!

2009-01-16T13:05:00.000+08:00

my god, this song is the shiznit!

you and your name.

2009-01-15T21:34:00.004+08:00

i hate it when i'm doing a good job on trying to forget you (and your name) but then you kept coming back cause everything around me reminds me of you.

goddamnit!

yeaaah.

2009-01-12T09:52:00.002+08:00

JUST SAY YES.

ed' birthday

2009-01-10T12:42:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ED!

HAHA YOU'RE OLD.

eyuck.

2009-01-10T12:20:00.002+08:00

i grimaced whenever i picture

you with me

i hate you

..for now.

away.

2009-01-09T17:21:00.002+08:00

FINALLY, I'M HOME!

where have i been lately? ---- in the hospital.

why? ---- dad's been admitted in the hospital due to appendix.

god, it's so good to be back home. i miss my bed, my kitties, my ps2 and most of all, going online. i've been accompanying my mum for a few nights to take care of my dad after he had his appendix removed. i remembered i wanted to vomit when the nurse showed us dad's appendix. euugh.

anyways, the first day when my dad was being admitted to the hospital was the worse! i only slept for two and a half hours and then went to the hospital around six in the morning. i skipped my morning shower cause dad was already in a hell lotta pain. hehe shuttup. then thinking that i was gonna go home, mum decided for me to stay there and accompany my dad. and to make things much more worse, the patient next to my dad had a few of his friends there and this green shirt dude kept "pssst"-ing me. and to top it off with a fresh cherry on top of that ice cream, we were the only ones (me, dad, the other patient and his friends) in that row. GRR.

moving on...

hmm.. oh yes! the hospital was so damn cold. so cold that i wore two sweaters that really didn't help me to stop from shivering my ass off. but all the while, twas fun. at least i wasn't stuck being at home with dumb and dumber.

so yeah.. home sweet home! :D

my look-a-likes

2009-01-03T14:37:00.005+08:00

who the heck is miriam yeung? haha. what are the odds, huh? LOL.

blows your mind innit? :p

random talk

2009-01-02T11:14:00.004+08:00

okay. i've got loads of fash news to blog about but first..

LASTNIGHT was hella fun. mai came to my house and we unexpectedly joined my folks to go to gadong, where we had our 'very very late lunch' and also saw 'broccoli man' at this one restaurant (not gonna state the name of the restaurant here or for damn sure i'll get sued). oh god, me and mai can't stop laughing our heads off at that time. like seriously, why on earth do such a person wear the exact awful green color from top to bottom? i don't mind the ladies cause we have an excuse to be wearing something which is the exact same color from top to bottom (i.e baju kurung) but holy crabbable, twas horrible! you might not get what the hell i'm saying but mai would. right mai? :p then me and mai went for our karoake sessions at the kbox. we sang some of the old 90's pop hits. later on, we head back home and watched our brothers & their friend jamming. from there on, i learned that the three of them formed a band called "bulan". how ironic. anyways, twas fun. i get to boo them everytime they had finished playing. hehehe. well, in a small tone. i don't wanna be kicked out from the studio if you know what i mean. moving ooooooooooooooon, me and mai watched hilarious vids about this dude who played fatal frame on youtube and oh god, he's even worser than ME! when his filament turns blue (which is indicating a ghost is near by, to all you people who doesn't know what i'm talikng about), he screamed his lung out and paused the game for a few seconds! hahaha shiiit. balum lagi apa apa ni wah. like, the ghost haven't even popped out yet! then when it did, he screamed like a girl again either as he killed the ghost or paused the game again and ran out from the room. haha mental. emosi brabis bah ia main ah! ahaha. i saw his picture in one of the vids. he's cute. but too bad he screams like a girl.. only to be scared by playing fatal frame! GEEZ. at the same time, we googled 'himuro mansion' and found some hair-raising facts about it. i'll blog about it soon once i gather all the facts.

soo okay. moving on to this morning.. it sucks. i should have followed my parents but nooooo... someone insisted that i should just stay home with daniel, which is entirely a BAD idea! we quarreled. ugggggh. i hate my brother!!

2009

2009-01-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

so long 2008,

hello 2009!

fatal moments!

2008-12-28T15:09:00.002+08:00

go away.

2008-12-27T10:31:00.004+08:00

fellow yellow ba-log!
sorry for not updating you these past few days. i've been busy lately. anywho.. here are the lastest updates:

-TUESDAY-

i went to mai's for a sleepover. we watched tinkerbell on DVD and it was awesome! as you can see, tinkerbell is quite different from all the disney's princesses. she has that sort of temper where she wouldn't quit til she has got her tiny little hands on what she wants (just like ariel and mulan) while the rest of the disney princesses only hoped to get b on their looks and wait for their prince charming. GEEZ, how typical.

-WEDNESDAY-

we actually woke up early despite the fact that we went to sleep late that night but then we went back to sleep and i woke up around 10am. LOL. we had mai's mac & cheese for breakfast. eventhough it was slightly abit dry but heck, i loved it! haha i don't know why but yeah i finished it. then we continued playing FF2 and oh god, we've finally finished it as i killed the boss (the last ghost). i couldn't believed it-- that me, M-E, killed the boss. i was literally ecstatic, on cloud nine. gaaaah i was just so fucking happy that i managed to finished the game right before xmas! YAOOOOWZA.

-THURSDAY-

ho ho ho merry xmas! we celebrated xmas by watching a movie at the mall (it's our typical family outing). we watched 'Ip man'. twas a film based on the life of bruce lee's sifu, Ip man (or Yip Man), which mainly focuses on his life during the second sino-japanese war. the movie was really cool. i dig the whole martial arts thingy. anyways, in one of the scenes.. they showed some of his small bruise on his knuckles and coinkidinkly i had a small bruise on my knuckles that night too. i don't know how i got it but yeah, twas just a coinkidinky. then right after the movies, i treated myself to that 70's show season two dvd (i am truely addicted to it) and a cool shirt from ego. maklum.. baru terima xmas bonus haha! :p

-FRIDAY-

i went shopping with my folks early in the morning and guess what? we went home at night so basically, we went shopping non-stop from morning til night. i bought myself a mag, hairspray (not the dvd, a curling hairspray ok?) and then another shirt and new bras. LOL. ignore the last thing i just mentioned. moving on.. i wasted my night by watching that 70's show in my room til late at night.

-TODAY-

i'm home alone. no maid. no parents. no brothers. just me. and my cats. twas like one of those fairytales where the birds were chirpping cheerfully & the rainbow and the sun were smiling. but then the heavy storm eventually came, covering up the sun and the rainbow & also killing the birds who were sitting at the telephone wire pole by the lightning when my parents came. a little bit dramatic, huh? okay.. enough with that crap. when my parents came with my lunch, i was happy. but when they came with the news that i have to follow them to pick up my bro at the airport, i wasn't that ecstatic.. at all. dad is now forcing me to go so yeah, i gotta go just to shut his mouth from babbling. so yeah... bye!

xmas

2008-12-25T08:20:00.003+08:00

have a crappy xmas!

tagged yet again.

2008-12-23T10:05:00.007+08:00

Say something about him/her:
-rob's really hot and i wish he's mine :D

1) Do you think you're hot?

- do you? haha!

2) Upload your favourite picture of you:

3) Why do you like that picture?

- cos i've finally turned seventeen.

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
- last week with elah :p

5) The last song you listened to?

- the ting tings' that's not my name.

6) What are you doing right now besides this?

- watching tv and thinking of food.

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?

- bon :p

People I tag:

1. saadah

2. kristin

3. rina

4. prasadi

5. neves

8) Who is number 1? my "shorty" haha :p

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with? ask her.

10) Say something about number 5? we're both scorpios :)

11) How about number 4? we're gonna have a cliff party soon. LOL

12) Who is number 2? my crazy friend that i miss so badly

yadayada blagh!

2008-12-22T14:46:00.004+08:00

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

i just ate and i'm still hungry.

yesterday was fun. i went to hang out with amy and mai at mai's crib. first we played a cool computer game in amy's laptop called "family feud". twas really fun brabis! though i hated the part where amy beat my ass off and then i lost to amy and mai.. again *mumbles fumbles* then we continued playing FF2 when amy went home. at first i didn't want to play it cause the last time i played, that friggin fallen woman bitch fell right in front of my character though it doesn't said so in the cheat and it scared the hell out of me. but i played it anyway as mai insisted and that i wanted to finish the game before new year so yeaaah. i don't know how but i kept getting this feeling as if that fallen woman was gonna come back and yeah she eventually did find her way back falling right in front my character... again! SHIIIT.

but i felt sorry for the ghost cause the only way she shows herself was to fall down (literally, fall down! and you could even hear the sound of when she fell on the ground--- A BIG THUMP!) like, she sacrificed her immortal ass just to start an attack! hahaha dooootedah.

ANYWAYS.. i just wanted to scream my lungs out when i found out that we're almost on the last chapter! eeek!! gila, we started somewhat on the first week of december and with the help of the cheats we got, we're almost in the E-N-D! god, i'm gonna miss my favourite ghosts--- the hunk-a-loving veiled priest who knows how to pose and the broken neck woman whose neck is.. well, broken (and this excludes that fallen woman, the twins, chitose and not forgetting, SAE!) then when i went home, i saved all the three games that i got from amy and played it till my laptop's battery went flat. hahaha malas kan nyambung chargernya bah.

then just this afternoon before my parents went out, i quickly went to qqestore.com and showed my dad the game i wanted so badly which was nintendo wii. i was surprised to see that twas only five hundred plus with only one original game! (i know i know, only one game. but i could buy it at other game stores and all the other additional shindigs) but if i bought the package one (which includes the nunchucks, a whole lotta games, and other additional shindigs), it'll cost me seven to eight hundred plus. dad said "we'll see" and i was like "yeaahhh right.". i told mum about it and she was all like "we gotta save money cause edol kan kawin and yada yada yada" GEEZ. they'd rather chose something that'll cost them more than my game o___O wtv. right now i'm checking out the cheats of the cool games for wii and oh god, its calling me. it's a sign that me and nintendo wii (and a couple of junk foods) are meant to be together! desperato mucho?

c'moooooon lah. bali kan tah ku nintendo wii and i promise-- no, i'll try not to bug you guys again with my lame jokes and questions! please? :) *sigh* only in my dreams, eh? FFFFFFFF.

yesterday's..

the ghosts' i'll miss..

the game i wanted to get my paws on so badly..

fitness zone

2008-12-20T14:38:00.002+08:00

fuck. how boring is today? VERY!

i just had my health checkup this morning at the fitness zone with zahra, her mum and her mum's friend. i got introduced to one of the dude who work there named roland or 'olan'. he gave me and zahra a quick tour of the gym and oh god, the gym was so rad! they have a small studio for dancing, the "abs zone", the "stretching zone", indoor basketball/badminton court and etc. i was so amazed by it :)

plus we even saw a tanned version of edward cullen. he really REALLY looked like rob pattinson! RAWR, we couldn't stop looking at him working out. at one point, zahra had to pull my head to face her just so i could concentrate on what the hell she was talking about. lol!

right after zahra's mum and friend had finished their health checkup, twas our turn. the dude (i forgot to ask his name) checked our blood pressure and heart rate. both mine and zahra were perfectly normal and that we could start our exercise right away but since zahra's still slowly healing from her appendix, we'll start on feb instead. bummer but it's alright. then after the checkup, zahra told me that the health checkup dude kept looking at me. i already knew about it when we were sitting down together for the checkup. i was fully disgusted by it. he was like.. "nyeeeecccchhhhk". luckily he didn't checked our weight as i was currently on my fat days :p

so by two months from now, baru aku dapat exercise di fitness zone. hurrah! :)

i love foods.

2008-12-19T16:46:00.004+08:00

i am so craving for:

pizza hut's meatlover pizza

pizza hut's tuna delight pizza

oreo

pizza hut's garlic bread

kaka norlen's tiramisu

lasagna

chocolate chip cookies

DQ's cheesecake blizzard caramel ice cream with extra oreo and cheesecake

mayo currypuff

indomee

omelette du'fomage

Jollibee's jollyfrank

McD's big mac

pizza hut's honey garlic pizza

pizza hut's pepperoni pizza

KFC's twister

sushi

KFC's cheesy wedges

beef stew with garlic bread (or just a plain bread)

Lay's BBQ flavour chips

Ben & Jerry's chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream

boston creme donuts

cheesecake

Starbuck's ice blended caramel frappacino with whipped cream

Famous Amos' butterscotch cookies

japanese green tea

vanilla ice cream with cookie crumbs

regretness.

2008-12-18T23:32:00.003+08:00

okay. so let's just make this story short and clear.

god, i'm still in daze as i read his message. i wasn't aware and well prepared for it. regret filled my mind. i knew that i shouldn't have told him about it but then again, it's quite obvious so he'll eventually know about it in sooner or later. it could be worse if he knew it from some else. but eversince he went away, my feelings towards him changed. like for the fact that everytime i look at our picture, i was like "yuuuuuuck!". i don't know why but i was disgusted by it. seriously. so thank god to that.

and ever since then, i've been thinking about food just to take him off my mind. i've been eating non-stop lately. mairah said "you're just depressed by it". well, i say it's cause of my pms. plus, i've gain weight. my waist is now 29. i'm usually 27. like god damn, how'd i get there?

i wasn't gonna waste my time being emo and munching on ben & jerry's. i went chatting with my friends instead and lucky me, they helped me get through it. prasadi and syatrah helped me the most with all the crappy jokes and that twilight parodies on youtube.

walking around

2008-12-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

i was thinking of going somewhere just this afternoon.. like practically ANYWHERE, just to get me out of this dullsville but instead, mairah came. the whole afternoon, we continued playing fatal frame on my ps2 with the help of the cheats that i got a few days ago (apakan? so what if we cheated? that doesn't mean we're not smart.. we're just lazzzzy) at first twas hard for us to play it cause the game was hella dark so we brightened up the TV screen or whateveryoucallit and i was finally brave enough to play it. i literally killed loads of ghosts than before! haha damn, i was so proud of myself just now haha! :p

ok moooooooviiiiing on.

after playing video games, we headed outside for a walk around the neighbourhood and took some pictos. twas hilarious when the sheeps was.. "mmmbaaaaa"-ing when we passed by. twas as if twas greeting mairah. HA-HA! then my parrots were "kaka"-ing so fucking loud when we went up the hill. mairah couldn't stop laughing at this point. she even kept saying "ehh bising jua burung mu ani!" which sounded sooooo awfully wrong o_____O

then when we headed back home and right before dinner, i saw mum cooked us the crabsticks that i took out earlier. she cooked only eight sticks of it. i looked at it, thinking that it's not gonna be enough for all of us with my kind of appetite so i added four more. haha! shiiiit man, i don't know why i'm always hungry. maybe it's mairah's fault cause everytime i look at her, all i could think of is food. yes, food food food F-O-O-D!

oh well, gotta get going now. dan just came back and i hate it if he uses my laptop to go online (i'm not being self-centered, i just plain hate it)

here are the pics i've uploaded:

wtf was i trying to be?

the twilight boys

2008-12-14T18:26:00.003+08:00

worth waiting

2008-12-13T13:54:00.002+08:00

and i hope it's worth the

w a i t.

fascinations and predictions.

2008-12-12T20:53:00.004+08:00

nothing

f a s c i n a t e s

me today

which makes

it rather

d u l l

i woke up early as usual and right after dropping off Dan to work, i went to bandar this morning. me and my folks had pur heavy breakfast at De Royalle Cafe. the owner of the cafe, whose also my dad's old friend, chatted with us for a few minutes before he left. he was surprised to know that i'm the youngest in the family and he even asked how old i am and how many "boyfriends" do i have -_-' he definitely made me go 'whaaa?'. LOL! then he gave us three chocolate mud cake for FREE!

later on, we went to seri qlap mall and oh god, i should have bought my prom dress there instead! they have the coolest boutiques there! regrets filled my empty head as i browse through the stuffs. fuck man.. i want another prom! haha :p then out of the blue, i bought myself some dvds before going back home.

then around six-ish, we went to pick up Dan and we all had our family dinner at Liyana's. i actually agreed to share my dinner with my mum as i thought i was gonna be full later on. then to my fucking surprise, i was really really hungry! i told my mum, who told my dad, who asked me so loud til my brothers and sister could hear him "ko mau order lagi?" haha memalukan! Ed caught me staring at his food which made him offered it to me. LOL! then i bought two more dvds (which i think, if my dad knew about it.. he'll totally scold me) before going back home.

in the car, Dan blasted some of britney spears' and the beatles' tunes in the car. i did some silly dance in the car when it was britney's break the ice song haha then my mum joined in and we both looked really silly. til here then.. i gotta scratch my shoulder cause it's damn itchy (damn you frickin mosquito!)

twilight, donuts and hot dude.

2008-12-11T19:53:00.004+08:00

homfg.

twilight was hella AWESOME!

i went to watch it just this afternoon with mai and omg, i can't stop saying 'OMG!' when the movie ended (well, i only said it inside my heart since i don't want to be slapped by mai) so anyways, when we got to the cinema to buy some snacks, the cinema was fully packed with twilight fans! i was abit shocked at first but then i got over it the next five seconds later. i actually bought BBQ potato chips & iced milo for mai and snickers & 100plus for myself at first but when mai asked 'atu saja ko makan? baik ko nda lapar tu?'. i asked myself about it and it turns out that i suddenly became hungry so i asked mai to buy me some twisties' cheese flavour and twix, since i was busy looking silly with my straw on my mouth as my hands were full :p when mai went up to the cashier dude, she actually stuttered her ass off! haha she was like 't-t-t-t-twisties' haha my god.

then when we watched the movie, all the ladies in the cinema screamed when edward first appeared in the screen. i was like ohhmagod and mai was like pffft. haha okay, she may have not said that but from the look on her face, she was disgusted by the thoughts of the ladies screaming their lungs out. then more screaming when it was a close up of edward's eyes. then another horrific screaming when edward slipped his arm around bella's shoulder. then *sigh* another when they kissed. and another.. oh fucking god, there was alot of screaming whenever edward and bella was there together. GEEZ. they totally ruined the moment. why don't they just take a picture of him and scream their lungs out at home?

so anyways, when the movie was at the last end chapter, which was the prom section. it made me smiled cheesy-ly as if i was half happy about it and half disgusted by it. i actually had flashbacks of my prom and the thought of me and *him* dancing was abit similar to how edward and bella danced (except for the fact that bella's foot was on top of edward's foot) haha!

at one point, i heard someone sobbed when edward and bella danced. i think it was the friend of the lady who sat next to me. o____O when the movie ended, we went to the toilet and went down to buy myself a bostom creme (it's a delicious donut at the fun donuts shop, in case you're wondering) and when we went to the WYWY shop, i totally forgot about my donut! i mean, i forgot that i was carrying my donut inside a small plastic bag. i crumpled and swinged it around which caused the creme to fell off from my donut and smuged all over my plastic bag :p so i ate it while we were searching b mobile's top up card. i looked pretty stupid and guy-ish for once when i tried to smudge my donut on to the creme.

then we met up with my parents who later on brought us to McD so me and mai could eat (if it weren't for mai telling my mum that i was hungry, we won't be there eating our mcflurry and fries) while eating, we saw this really hot, possibly mixed dude. me, mai and my mum kept looking at him. then at another point, darren's name came up -__-' and i was like greaaaaat. then when my folks went off to the cd shop, me and mai made some jokes about talking to the hot dude and so on.. i told mai that i ever ate six pieces of donuts and she was so surprised by it that her eyes went immediately w-i-d-e! LOL. skaliiii.. dah tu, when we got home, we played FF2 then had dinner together then went online for a few minutes to get FF2 cheats and later on continued where we left off. and now, she's already went back home and here i am blogging. hello blog! hello people who read my blog *smiles*

so yeah, twilight was WOW! and i'm getting fatter by the hour. til here then, ciao! :D

quote me.

2008-12-10T21:19:00.007+08:00

YESTERDAY..

morning was hella boring. all i did was breakfast then chores then shower then go online. haha sounds boring, huh? then since i didn't want to be stuck at home with dan again that afternoon, i went to mai's house and oh god, i felt freedom. like, finally.. haha! mai gave me my pressie and i really love the cow handphone chain. it was so cute :) plus, i like the card. esp. the rubber snake hidden inside it! at first i was all like 'wtf?!' as i was abit surprised then later on, i loved it! haha it was really creative if you mai =) haha so anyways.. i brought along my ps2 and we played fatal frame 2. we continued where we had left off the last time we played.. which was months ago! HAGH! (god, i miss this word) so mai played it til chapter two then i continued it til chapter three while mai checked out the cheats on the net. at first i was reluctant to play it cause i wasn't "brave" enough to play those kind of games except for obscure but that's another story.. so anyways, i faced my fears and kill those damn ghosts with my camera. i was like, "oh god, i'm so fucking good at this game!" haha! mai even said that twas "very brave of you" when i ran passed that bloody kimono bitch. gahaha. but i eventually died when i tried to ran passed that bitch again as i couldn't find the door cause the cheats said that my character could die just by one touch from the ghost so yeah.. PFFT. i stopped playing it when it said 'game over' on the screen. palui.. sudah ku brani brabis main, mati tia ku.. pfffft. so i went online then abis makan and everything~ we took some pictures then i went home. lucky for me, Dan belayar entah kmana.. like i fucking give a damn where he went. haha jahaaaat! but still, like i fucking give a damn.. and he'll be back ths thursday. whooh.. hoo! :D :D

TODAY...

was just alright. i was home alone from morning til' afternoon. i watched College Road Trip & Robin Hood: Men In Tights. College road trip was fudgingly funny but not as funny as robin hood: men in tights! haha twas really hilarious brabis! esp. little john (don't be fooled by his name!) then i went online for an hour or two. later on, zahra called me regarding about the sleepover and hang out. we weren't on the same page. she wanted to watch a movie while i didn't want to cause to me it'll just waste my bloody time not unless we hang out in the morning or better yet, if we already have our very own license (this way, we could go anywhere we want without our folks dropping us off to only one place) so yeah.. after all the talk. we finally made our decision; cancel the sleepover and the movie. the sleepover will be rescheduled soon enough. so during dinner, we all watched the latest dvd of russell peters that i bought. i laughed so fucking hard that i stopped eating for a few minutes just so i could calm myself down. LOL! later on, when things got so awkward.. all of us went up to relax. haha buang kes :p and now here i am, blogging my ass off :)

well... til' here then. i'll update this blog again tomorrow.

P.S omfg, i'm watching twilight tomorrow. EEEEK!

it makes me wanna go 'whoaa'.

2008-12-09T11:29:00.006+08:00

coinkidinky?

i think so.

okay, it's getting kinda gross for me (eww)

and i am..

2008-12-08T23:27:00.006+08:00

i was bored so deal with it.

sunday is funday.

2008-12-07T01:32:00.009+08:00

too much, huh?

so, yesterday was such a whirlwind for me.

SATURDAY was alright. i woke up late & found out that my parents were out , leaving me and dan alone. craaaap. so i did my chores then took a quick shower & went online. when my folks came back, mum scolded me just cause i forgot to sweep the floors. (geez, just because of that?) then something went wrong with my internet and blablabla.. so to take all my pressures off, i went to my mum's office that afternoon. it wasn't that much of a fun at her office. it was friggin cold and i wore the wrong jacket so yeah, my chest was hella freezing. i continued reading my twilight book and around 4pm, i did what syat had told me what to do. i confessed to him.(yes, you heard me.. i finally had the guts to confessed to him!) weeyan told me to make him be all "wow" and stuff and syat told me to be straight foward and so on. haha! it took him half an hour to reply me. suprisingly enough, he acted so calm and was all cool about it. he told me that he didn't know how to respond at that time so he said he'll think about it and that he'll tell me when he gets back from his holiday trip... which is two weeks! *sigh. but i hope it's worth the wait, right? so at that night, i couln't sleep. i chatted with prasadi on msn and we exchanged music ideas and stuff. finally, i forgot how late it was, i went to sleep.

TODAY was way okay than yesterday. first up, i went to visit zahra at the hospital (she just had her appendix operation) with ed. it was funny when i told her a joke and it was hard for her to laugh cos she could feel the pain but she laughed anyway. haha! then my parents came her relatives came and so on. they all make a joke about how she can't eat and etc. LOL. kesian.. anyways, after that.. we went to the mall to meet up shukri and then had our lunch. abis lunch, we went down to watch that rentak pelangi whatever you call it and i hung out with saadah, abg. merol and his friends. turns out that one of abg. merol's friend, i forgot his name, is a designer! and he designed putri's dress, which was so pretty :) then later on, i followed them to ego where putri needed to change her clothes. saadah was like "so this is how it feels like hanging out with artist". haha! i felt like i was one of putri's entourage :P i chatted with putri's mom. turns out that she knows abg. azean and the fact that they both work at HSBC. i was like "cool". dah tuuu.. i went back home with my folks and then went back to the mall to watch transporter 3 with ed, dan and abg. erwin. and oh god, twas so siuk brabis! except where jason and ukranian girl were making out. it was so awkward much cause i was sitting in between my folks. not good. then after that, we headed off to eat our very late dinner at McD. then balik and then here i am.. blogging my ass off. till here then bitches!

p.s two fucking weeks is damn long.

omg, i'm being tagged!

2008-12-04T19:32:00.007+08:00

tagged by: Rina

Here are the rules:
1.Each blogger must post this rules.
2.Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3.Other blogger who are also tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.
4.You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
5.It is essential that tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received.

TEN FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. i'm very very VERY clumsy!
2. i like someone :D
3. i love wearing boys' boxers (ha-ha! kidding)
4. i swear.. ALOT!
5. i enjoy indoor activities like karaoke-ing & playing v.games :P
6. i have the weirdest laugh (just go and ask my mates)
7. i'm the youngest and only daughter in the family.
8. i may not be that smart but i'm wiser than you think.
9. my name means 'pretty unique' :D
10. i'm mixed :)

TEN PEOPLE I'M GOING TO TAG:
1. mmmai
2. geers
3. kristine
4. zuratul
5. mum
6. neves
7. saadah
8. fizzle
9. dose
10. hannah

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so i slept late again lastnight. i didn't think it would be such a big deal with my mum. i mean, it's not like i have school the next morning, right? i woke up early to the sound of my mum's voice. her voice was so loud and at one point she really did sounded like fran's mother in the old tv show called 'the nanny'. nahaaaa~

anyways, once i woke up.. i did my chores and went online for a while. i thought skajap saja aku kan online ani tpi turns out i went online for two hours straight! balum lagi breakfast tu. my stomach was making a few freestyle musics of its own at that time. i was thinking of cooking something but i got too carried away on the net so i forgot. and sudah parents ku balik baru ku mandi hehe :p

daaaaah tu, i went out with my baby. yes, my baby! :D :D haha si syatrah wah! (wtf? who the shit is my baby? o__O)

we first meet up at the mall and later on went to the coffee bean. on the way there, i told her half of the story of the prom and oh god, she was all jumpy and happy.. and it scared the heck out of me! lol. i was looking foward to order that ice blended caramel drink but sadly, they didnt have it as it was finished or something. GRRR. zura came later on to chill with us while waiting for wardah. i saw nas there. i wanted to say 'hi' to him but i was afraid if he doesn't recognized me and the fact that he was with some girl. then minutes after wardah came, we split up. me & syat hung out at the mall while zura & wardah went.. somewhere.

syat was so funny when we're crossing the road. you should have been there, it was a syatrah classic! (syatrah classic?) they should make a joke about her crossing the road, not some chickens crossing the road haha! okay fuck that. that was lame -__-'

then when we reached the one and only mall in gaydong, we went shopping. i introduced her to russell peters. that funny indian-canadian guy. i bought her the DVD. i bet she's laughing her ass off by now. we went back talking about the prom and oh god, she was all jumpy and excited and all. it creeped me out but it was sweet of her that she cared about it unlike someone..i'm not gonna write that bitch's name here. anyways, when we were walking around.. some dudes seemed to like us and decided to follow us. they tried calling us like "ehh!.. ehh!.. ehh!.." haha paloi. syat said "say my name!" so loud so they could here. i joined in by saying something lame like "say my name if you even know my name!" we went to the that hair salon near gurdian to lose them guys. we looked at pictures and commented each on what we liked and hated while we were there. we eventually lose them so we went back to our hang out. then there's this other dude who called for us again but this time, it's the latest one i've ever heard in my entire life! he was like "wooo-ooo.. wooo-ooo" with a tune! fuck man, we ended up laughing our heads off. he should be embarrassed about it. it wasn't manly of him at all!

later on, met my parents and uncle abu (my dad's drummer). we watched this japanese drum thingy and to tell you the truth, it got annoying by the millisecond. zura came and joined with us as we went to eat at pizza hut. i ordered cheesecake and syat ordered caesar salad. my cheesecake taste weird. they put somesort of cherry with its syrup on top my cheesecake. they should have put a strawberry like the one in the menu. i shared it with zura but she only took a few bites. i forced myself to finish it but i quit cos i don't want to cause any problems to my stomach. abis makan, we all went home.

and when i got home, i had dinner with my family and played with my cats. mickey has gotten fatter, mika has phobia about drums and twiggy liked to play alone. haha.

if you hate reading this, then why'd you read it till the end of it? wtf. thanks anyways? :)

google me and i'll google you :D

2008-12-03T22:04:00.011+08:00

The rules are simple. Use Google Images to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

tagged by mairah

why do you blog?

the age of my next birthday;

a place i'd like to travel to;

a favourite place;

a favourite thing;

a favourite food;
a favourite color;

the city i live in;

a nickname;

college major;

name of first (and only) love;

a bad habit;

hobby;

wishlist;

tagging: kriz, zuratul, rina, geers, fiz and others who feel like want to be tagged.

jellybelly!

2008-12-03T16:26:00.002+08:00

empty is tempting.

2008-12-01T15:02:00.007+08:00

my god. i still got butterflies all over me since that night of fun and everything that had happened that night still plays in my head over and over again like a movie. HA-HA! :)

saturday: finally bought twilight book. had a blast at prom! slept so friggin late.

sunday: woke up damn early. went to sumbangsih mulia to watch shukri's band perform and later on went to watch bolt with ed & k.rini. slept late again.

monday: woke up early.. again. went to mum's office in the morning. took a quick nap when i reached home. chatted with friends on msn.

prom '08

2008-11-30T01:22:00.017+08:00

hello blog :)

i had the *BEST* night ever! i just got back from my prom. that's right, P-R-O-M! and i had such a blast!

best dressed: izzi & erne
best couples: izzi & hamizah
prom king & queen: jevon & jannah

twas the best prom everrrrrr!

zahra's old.

2008-11-28T10:04:00.002+08:00

happy BELATED birthday zahra!

(if you ever read this, i did post this on your birthday but i accidentally deleted it haha!)

daddy don't preach!

2008-11-25T12:31:00.001+08:00

dad, i want this one bah!

so anways, as i was about to drop off some comment on his fs, i came across my old comment that i gave to him months ago and oh god, it's so fudgingly funny!

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catgirl says: hey, do u like the muffins i gave you?

Darren says: Oh i so TOTALLY loved it u made em urself?

catgirl says: uhuh!

Darren says: SERIOUSLY???Lyk d whole thing??

catgirl says: yeap!

Darren says: Whoa..ure a pretty gud baker..

catgirl says: and a pretty good liar.

catgirl says: haha i made you believe tht i made the whole thing! gahaha

Darren says: -.- oh..haha..gud burn ryt ther

catgirl says: gahaha

catgirl says: and u totally believed me!

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haha funny, right?

ohshuttup.

so anyways, i watched madagascar 2 the other day at the cinema with ed and k.rini. i had to wear my nerd-ass specs or else all i could see is blurry figures. moving on, the movie was funny! but y'know, not as funny as the first movie though. but hell, it was alright lah. the bad thing was ed didn't buy any popcorns :( and the fact that the girls next to me and in front of them were fucking noisy. i felt like i wanted to throw some popcorns at them but i didn't have any popcorns, remember?

the worse part about watching james blond lastest flick with my family last time was my folks finished the popcorn and didn't left me any. damn! that's a sign that i should start buying my own popcorn and that i shouldn't share it with them. biar kitak orang sia! kekeke! :p

missing

2008-11-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

darn.

i miss them already! :'(

just graduated :D

2008-11-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

homfg.

i just graduated this afternoon, man!

at first, it was all like "yeah i'm graduating. yeah, i'm a senior. HURRRAAAH!"

but then i finally realized that i'm leaving the school that i went to for 14 years straight and that i'm gonna be seperated from my fellow mates as we embark on to our new journey.

i kept asking myself.. 'should i be sad about it?' but surprisingly, i didn't shed a tear nor did i feel sad (maybe not now but some other time i'll cry myself a river) LOL!

so anyways, i hated my toga. it was abit loose for me as it kept sliding off down at my back , chocking me (thanks tin for preventing me from chocking). but the part that i hated the most was when ed and dan came to the back stage where all of us form fives were scattered everywhere, to get some pics with me. call me "prasan" but when my bros came in, there was silence in the main room (well, the ones who saw me and my bros went silent, the others just mind their beeswax) and they kept looking at us when we took pics. it was a bit annoying and a little intimidating. macam.. apakaaan? abang ku ani hot kah? EEEW, man. i even heard one of them said "ehh.. her brothers man..." god, sakai banar. then when my bros was about to go out, i said "ehh.. bah. go away" gahaha buduh.

so anyways, after all of that crap.. bla bla bla bla.. to cut the story short, they showed some of the school vids and there i was with zahra, geers & some guys. gah, i was sweating like mad when i saw the vid. luckily my bros went out at that time. i look like hell, man! then some more vids.

oh, the funny part! when hash when to the stage to get her award, we all clapped proudly. i added some "woooh!" then when the others were about to stop clapping.. know what i did? i was like.. "whooh!" in small tone. GET IT? me neither. (small lie, it was way funnier if you were there next to me) then sudah izzah's turn, i was still like "whoooh!" and the funniest questioned that i asked myself 'till zahra laughed and slapped my hand was:

"WAIT-- WHY AM I WHOOH-ING HER?"

haha stupid question! i'm not trying to be mean to her, i was just bored so i just asked myself a silly question. ha-ha! then i got a loyalty award cause i attended the school since kg. after the graduation, i took more pics with my friends and asked them to sign my yearbook then went home.

here are some of the pics:

have a FAT-tastic day!

2008-11-22T09:22:00.002+08:00

makes you wanna say "awww" right?

i just checked my msn inbox and found out that i have LOADS of messages (try 300+ of messages!). so i decided to delete the useless ones since i have nothing to do than just sit around and go blogging or play with my neopet all day.

as i was browsing through my messages, i came a cross one message sent by my friend with the title that caught my eye. it says "cat with small ears (it's not doraemon). at first i was like, wtf? there's no such thing as a cat with small ears but then right after i checked it out, i was wrong.

i mean, c'mon! just look at that picture! :D

so anyways, i had this dream where me and my friends (and enemies) went to singapore and japan. it was just us without any of our parents. LOL! :P

cartoon network.

2008-11-20T17:53:00.002+08:00

gaah.. just lookin at this picture brings back old memories!

the shows that i miss to death:

snooper and blabber

tom and jerry

richie rich

the flintstones

scooby doo and the gang

yogi bear

cow and chicken

dexter's laboratory

johnny bravo

i am weasel

captain planet

mighty morphin power rangers

the addams family

clarissa explains it all

all that

kenan and kel

rugrats

hey arnold!

are you afraid of the dark?

the smurfs

the amanda show

*siigh*

thank god to youtube, now i can tune in the shows whenever i want :)

me and youth

2008-11-19T16:36:00.001+08:00

where did the banana go? maybe it's sad cause it's title is bitchy banana.

HA-HA! oh well.. how lame was that?

finally, the exams are OVER!

now i could waste my youth on:

GossipGirl (starting from the very first episode of the first season)

Buffy (catching it all up on youtube)

hang out with my mates

play tons of video games (old ones & new ones)

go online everyday

sketching new designs

junk foods and dvd marathon

karaoke sessions

composing new songs

brushing up on my french and italian

reading twilight book (well, right after my dad buy it for me)

well that's just about it for now :)

turning 17

2008-11-18T09:52:00.001+08:00

the best birthday cake ever exist in brunei!

birthday girl

"ed: frickin candles

dirs: peace y'all!"

yeap, zahra was there~

being silly~

last night was fun (hence the annoying part where zahra wouldn't shut the hell up which made me sleep and wake up L-A-T-E!) but this afternoon was soo much fun! :D

i went out & about with the girls (fathin, zahra, matul, syat & geers, incase your wondering) at the mall and after having our v. late lunch, we got stuck taking loads of photos at the arcade! we had the best time! then later on, we played the basketball and tried mario's go-kart thingy which was hella fun! i got the third place when the four of us played together and got second place when i played with geers :p

but then i had to went back home early cause dad had a jamming practice with his friends.. again! geez.. if only i had my own driver's license. LOL! :p

tagged :p

2008-11-15T14:43:00.001+08:00

Tagged by Mairah & Geers.

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

tagging: mairah, geers, saadah & kristine.

omfg. is that how i look like? hahaha i look horrible (but who cares anyways.. i wasn't in the mood to beautify myself just for one picture) :p

i'm currently so hella bored being stuck at home with my bro so i decided to go online instead of studying my chem. sounds stupid innit? LOL! so here i am blogging (hello there blog!), downloading songs and searching some piano tutorials on youtube. i'm trying to find jason mraz & colbie caillat's lucky piano tutorials and dashboard confessional's stolen piano tutorials but still no luck (bummer!) so i decided to watch some of the old tv shows like taina, extreme ghosbusters and clarissa. god, how i miss the shows! it's such a pity that they don't play it on Nickelodeon anymore. now they just play dull shows (well except for spongebob).

till here then. i'm gonna go away to the airport, droping off Dan to work. toodles!

2 days to go..

i heart p.o.a..... NOT!

2008-11-14T08:48:00.001+08:00

yesterday was my p.o.a paper two and heck, it was so fudging hard!

i didn't get to finish 2 questions and only manage to complete my no.5 and some on no.1 & no.2

gilaaaaa~ fail ku ni p.o.a! :p

3 days to go..

obama is my homeboy!

2008-11-12T09:20:00.000+08:00

--BARACK OBAMA--

the new president of the united states

Electoral Votes: 364
Popular Votes: 66,115,541

congrats.

5 days to go..

geo, leo, neo.. pe-o?

2008-11-11T18:25:00.001+08:00

haha this picture totally makes me laugh!

i went to the hospital with mum this morning and all i could think was 'shit, i should'nt have slept late lastnight' cause i woke up late (which caused me to skip my breakfast), was so sleepy while waiting for my mum at the hospital and last but not least, eyebags! (not quite pretty).

so anyways, when we got back home.. i ran upstairs to my room and continued my nap (took a short nap in the car, on the way back home) and dad kept waking me up, which was quite annoying. he kept bugging me with his questions and demands.GEEZ.

and now, i'm blogging my ass off and chatting with friends when i should be revising my geo for tomorrow's paper one. buuuduuuuh.

6 days to go..

seventeen is harsh.

2008-11-10T20:23:00.001+08:00

17 THINGS TO DO BEFORE I TURN 17

(or at least right after i turn seventeen)

1. enjoy being sixteen
2. finally hang out with darren :)
3. learn how to play a guitar
4. repair my phone :(
5. be more responsible!!
6. join a cooking class
7. complete the first narnia book (the lion, the witch & the wardrobe book)
8. pass my O'level examination
9. learn how to speak french/italian/dutch
10. dye my hair brown or any other color
11. get braces
12. practice how to speak sarawak
13. grow taller
14. eat at capers
15. join a dance class
16. be more eco friendly (recycle papers, save trees)
17. GET A BOYFRIEND! (a real one, not the inflatable one!)

//urggh. can't believe that i'm almost seventeen.

7 days to go..

you are gross and i am clean.

2008-11-10T16:41:00.001+08:00

i have this really big problem about people who breathe, cough or even spit onto my face.

like literally, SPIT onto my face!

i just fudging hate it.

i remembered when my friend's saliva went flying to my face and a few of my other friends saw it. They were shocked at first but then they gradually laughed their asses off as i wiped it off with agony.. after all the whining and laughing, i finally went to the toilet to wash my face.

(eughhh.. remembering this thought just make me sick)

and just recently, she (yes, its a she-- the friend who spit on my face) coughed on my bloody face! seriously, i just shut my eyes for a sec, thinking 'what the hell did just happened?" as she and my other friend laughed. she even said that 'omg, your reaction was so innocent and was like---(mimicking my reaction)' god damnnit woman, i'm so gonna eat loadsa garlic bread and then cough+spit on your frickin face! hows that sounds?

so yeah, i seriously hate it!

28th

2008-11-09T21:27:00.001+08:00

happy 28th, dan!

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(gahaha you're fucking old!)