it was just like Mariah Carey's 'without you' song.
"i can't live, if living is without you"
and BAM! it hit me so hard on the head that night as i lay on my bed alone with no one to say "nightmare" to again. i can't stop crying since that bitter memory still plays in my head like a non-stop 24/7 movie. damn. this is my 2nd day without her and darn it, i still miss her (even though she can be a pain in the butt & annoying at times) but heck, she's still the nanny who took care of me since my head pops out of my mum's butt! eww. what the heck am i talking about? mum's butt? *shivers* oh well, i'll keep on praying that she'll come back here and take care of all my lazyness.. *siiiiiiigh*
I LOVE YOU ANTI LUCIA! x)