ehhhh fuck you blog. i hate you. (and to you readers, no need to know why i hate my blog now)
that's right folks, the O level results are out and all i got are two O's and two passes. i don't need some sympathy right now. all i need is junk foods. lots and lots of junk foods. for all of you readers out there, just pat me by my shoulders and say "well, at least you got some O's, right?" rather than looking oh so shock from a far and pity me by saying "oh sorry to hear that.." sorry my beige ass. i tried my best already, ok?
anyways, you haven't even hear the worst part of the story yet. i ran back and forth up and down from my stairs just so i could answer the bloody damn phone.. more than seven times! geez. i sweated like a hot dog, i'm telling ya. but for what it's worth, at least i had some one to talk to rather than my mum, who i know will only give me sarcastic answers. oh besides the whole damn phone thing.. i had to clean the kitchen floor cause i accidentally made a mess. i was suppose to cook the rice but i had a very clumsy moment where a few of the rice flew out of the rice pot, along with the water. it was a big mess. i had to clear all the rice that was on the floor and moped it. then another story was that, mum asked me to make ayam masak kicap. so i did what she told me. i cut the onions and the ginger and so on. just as i put the chicken in the cooking pot, mum came in with ready to eat foods. take away foods! she wasted my time! for god sakes. why god? why on earth do i have no such luck today? am i a bad luck magnet?
moving on, saadah suggested that i should go to igs college and take my pre national diploma. the one college that i hated back then cause i hated business. but now i guess i had a chnage of heart-- i mean, mind? as crazy as i may be, i guess it'll be cool for me to take business. but then again, just knew that i had to retake in june. i asked mum just out of curiousity cause both my folks didn't say anything about it and she nodded her head. now she tells me? NOW? after i had made my rash decisions? $%^&! b-b-but what if i still get two O's in the end? would that bejust wasting my bloody? okay now she confuses me, just this afternoon she told me to apply in mtssr and now she's talking about retakes? oh bloody blood orange.
GRRR. now it's down to three choices:
1. retake
2. take PND at mtssr
3. take PND at igs college
if i take my PND, i could take HND the very next year after i finished my pnd. swell isn't it? oh well, we'll see. i still don't have a clue on which path to choose from. till here then.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009!
HandWritten on; 12:59 PM
THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU: uh` tin d'oh` nad twah` fat
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33MINUTES: uh` watched dracula on youtube d'oh` chatted with majdi twah` ate peanut butter and chocolate
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY: uh` watch funny vids on youtube d'oh` reminiscing all the funny moments twah` positive thoughts
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW: uh` hujan's pagi yang gelap d'oh` mutemath's spotlight twah` lily allen's the fear
THREE THINGS YOU LOVE IN A GUY/GIRL: uh` honesty d'oh` kindness twah` sense of humour
THREE PERSONS YOU MISS: uh` my maid d'oh` dexter (wtf?) twah` my grandparents
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE: uh` ipod d'oh` nintenndo wii twah` n79
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: uh` playing video games d'oh` shopping twah` compose songs
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR NEXT VACATION: uh` australia d'oh` singapore twah` europe
THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTERS: uh` homer d'oh` ariel triton twah` broken neck woman
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FAST FOOD: uh` pizzzzzzzzzza. d'oh` french fries
twah` donuts
THREE FAVORITE DRINKS: uh` banana pineapple smoothie d'oh` coke twah` orange & carrot juice
THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR HANDBAG: uh` wallet d'oh` compact powder twah` rayban/specs.
THREE FAVORITE COLORS: uh` red d'oh` white twah` purple
TOP THREE U LOVED SO MUCH: uh` mammaw & papaw d'oh` my mates twah` the rest of my family (this includes my kitties as well!)
Taggging- anyone
Monday, January 26, 2009!
HandWritten on; 8:04 PM
today's progress: quite hectic today's mood: very moody yet subtle today's rating: five out of ten
i really need a day off from my job. i;m currently the house maid and the nanny to my cats. the worse part? mum is my boss. god, i really need a day off-- as well as a raise in my allowance since i'm way over qualifide in my profession now.
ANYWAAAAAAAYS. though today was hectic, it was all worth my sweat dripping for. after i did all those shiznit chores, i ran back up stairs and continued to go online. just as i was fixing my ipod through my laptop, i was forced to shut it off by dad cause we had to go and send Dan off to work then head off to malls and such. i thought we were gonna go to any one of my folks' chinese friends' house for the celebration of chinese new year but heck no.. things changed, i guess.
i went to chong hock in search to buy Dracula dvd but no luck, they didn't have any. ever since a few days ago, i'm really hook with all these dracula shindigs. and by that, i don't mean vampires like the twilight vampires (though rob pattison is indeed very hot playing a vampire!) but it's just something about dracula fascinates me. well, not just dracula-- dracula and all the other vampires (again, nothing to do with twilight!) i can't put my finger on it but yeah, a big heck yes that i'm into those shindigs these days.
besides count dracula, i'm also hooked on feng shui. yes, as crazy as it sounds-- FENG SHUI! i just checked them out on the net and twas so awesome. se awesome awesome nya brabis. you can earn your good wealth just by adding something in specific areas and so on. i'm soo gonna buy that lillian too's feng shui book for ox when i get my allowance! lol. so as i was checking the website out, i tried the chinese horoscope and here's what i got:
Your animal sign is Sheep
Your year name is Sin Wei
The gentle Sheep female. Placid and dreamy, you are always compliant preferring to be guided than to guide. Seldom goal-oriented, you will never embarrass another in front of others, but will most probably take your revenge by manipulating others quietly and patiently, all the while looking pleasant and childlike. There is no limit to what you can endure. Occasionally, you are impulsive and that would make others around you uncomfortable. Marriage is important to you and you want a comfortable life if you can get it.
The metal female Sheep. You look like an innocent, uncomplicated and easy prey but way down deep you are tough, proud and perceptive.
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moreover, i went to summit to show my dad this awesome shoes that i've been dying to get my.. feet on and this cheap ipod. can't wait to ask dad to buy them for me! :D :D okay, the ipod's so cheap cause it's fake but so what? i can't afford to but the original right now anyways. so yeah. till here then. ciao!
Saturday, January 24, 2009!
HandWritten on; 4:14 PM
it's been days since i've last posted something in my blog and now finally, i'm blogging my ass off!
TUESDAY -
i was at hazirah's crib with zahra and later joined by matul. we headed off to excapade sushi that afternoon for our lunch with fathin. then hung out at the mall. we went to summit, this new awesome shoe store, and played games at the arcade. hours laters, me + zahra joined geers with her mum at their family's restaurant; seri kandi and oh god, i love the fish fillet topped with BBQ sauce. gaaaaah! too bad i had to share it with zahra as we were both bloated. goddammnit. then we went to Adli's shop. it took me a few minutes to remember him cause i was still in awe by his cool shop. it finally clicked when i remembered saadah explained to me about his shop the last time we met. after that we went back home to celebrate zirah's birthday. twas really fun. i got to wear her krispy kreme hat and reindeer head band. we took several pics and ate her uber delish cake (oreo+cheesecake!!) then we changed our shirts and jeans to pajamas and read mags. out of the blue, we recorded a few funny home vids where we crazy danced our night away. i can't believed that i did cameron diaz's butt danced (referring to the charlie's angels movie..) when we were finally exhausted, we went to sleep.
WEDNESDAY -
we were suppose to go out with zirah's mum for our breakfast at 9am but we accidentally woke up at 9am. thiiiiew~ when we finally went out for our breakie, we went to dynasty and ate dim sums and drank jasmine tea til we were bloated.. again. then we went hanging around at the mall. after that, they sent me back home. on the way home, geers took a vid of me and zahra danced in the car to lady gaga's just dance song. the most cliche thing of all, we lip-synched. then when we got to my place, we took some more pics on the stairs, played the piano, went online and geers was entirely blown away by my brothers. she said they're both hot. i think, not. haha!
THURSDAY -
i played my ps2 til i had a headache. dammmnit.
FRIDAY -
bad luck occurred. we went to wa' mos for this one occasion which i forgot to ask my mum about it. i went with mai as my folks were busy and all those shindigs. then among all friggin empty chairs, this one old *fat* woman sat next to me and quite frankly, SAMPIT BRABIS!!!! like, she has god knows free friggin space next to her but ia ani menyasak sepenuh penuh nya arah aku sampai payah ku kan menarik tanggan ku. paloi. then when she was talking to this one lady, telling her to take the chair up front abit.. she put her heavy big hand on my knee while pointing the chair. all the while i was like "would you just pull the fucking damn chair up front so that she could remove her damn heavy hand?!" she even rubbed my knee. paloi paloi naaaah! gali bah rasa ku. then she did it again for the love of god second time. she rubbed my knee again. eh gatal pakah. majaaaal~ then panas hati ku, i took my soya bean gift and put them on my knee. udah tu, baru tah ia inda menaruh tanggan nya arah knee ku. paloi. phobia ku udah. then there was this lady, which mairah thought was a kid, with the same kain as the kain she was wearing at that time. haha fair lah tu, kan mai? hahahahaha shit.
SATURDAY -
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. today's quite boring. did chores and cooked. now i'm blogging and editing pictures to put in my facebook. and later on going to aqilah's. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yeah. toodles!
Monday, January 19, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:15 AM
and she's 27?
oh my fucking goodness, she looks more like her mother by the minute!
seriously, i think she should try to lay off the red lipstick.. and the "sexy" clothes.
Saturday, January 17, 2009!
HandWritten on; 1:24 PM
my fingerprint.
(i wish!)
Friday, January 16, 2009!
HandWritten on; 1:05 PM
my god, this song is the shiznit!
Thursday, January 15, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:34 PM
i hate it when i'm doing a good job on trying to forget you (and your name) but then you kept coming back cause everything around me reminds me of you.
goddamnit!
Monday, January 12, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:52 AM
JUST SAY YES.
Saturday, January 10, 2009!
HandWritten on; 12:42 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ED!
HAHA YOU'RE OLD.
!
HandWritten on; 12:20 PM
i grimaced whenever i picture
you with me
so
i hate you
..for now.
Friday, January 9, 2009!
HandWritten on; 5:21 PM
FINALLY, I'M HOME!
where have i been lately? ---- in the hospital.
why? ---- dad's been admitted in the hospital due to appendix.
god, it's so good to be back home. i miss my bed, my kitties, my ps2 and most of all, going online. i've been accompanying my mum for a few nights to take care of my dad after he had his appendix removed. i remembered i wanted to vomit when the nurse showed us dad's appendix. euugh.
anyways, the first day when my dad was being admitted to the hospital was the worse! i only slept for two and a half hours and then went to the hospital around six in the morning. i skipped my morning shower cause dad was already in a hell lotta pain. hehe shuttup. then thinking that i was gonna go home, mum decided for me to stay there and accompany my dad. and to make things much more worse, the patient next to my dad had a few of his friends there and this green shirt dude kept "pssst"-ing me. and to top it off with a fresh cherry on top of that ice cream, we were the only ones (me, dad, the other patient and his friends) in that row. GRR.
moving on...
hmm.. oh yes! the hospital was so damn cold. so cold that i wore two sweaters that really didn't help me to stop from shivering my ass off. but all the while, twas fun. at least i wasn't stuck being at home with dumb and dumber.
so yeah.. home sweet home! :D
Saturday, January 3, 2009!
HandWritten on; 2:37 PM
who the heck is miriam yeung? haha. what are the odds, huh? LOL.
blows your mind innit? :p
Friday, January 2, 2009!
HandWritten on; 11:14 AM
okay. i've got loads of fash news to blog about but first..
LASTNIGHT was hella fun. mai came to my house and we unexpectedly joined my folks to go to gadong, where we had our 'very very late lunch' and also saw 'broccoli man' at this one restaurant (not gonna state the name of the restaurant here or for damn sure i'll get sued). oh god, me and mai can't stop laughing our heads off at that time. like seriously, why on earth do such a person wear the exact awful green color from top to bottom? i don't mind the ladies cause we have an excuse to be wearing something which is the exact same color from top to bottom (i.e baju kurung) but holy crabbable, twas horrible! you might not get what the hell i'm saying but mai would. right mai? :p then me and mai went for our karoake sessions at the kbox. we sang some of the old 90's pop hits. later on, we head back home and watched our brothers & their friend jamming. from there on, i learned that the three of them formed a band called "bulan". how ironic. anyways, twas fun. i get to boo them everytime they had finished playing. hehehe. well, in a small tone. i don't wanna be kicked out from the studio if you know what i mean. moving ooooooooooooooon, me and mai watched hilarious vids about this dude who played fatal frame on youtube and oh god, he's even worser than ME! when his filament turns blue (which is indicating a ghost is near by, to all you people who doesn't know what i'm talikng about), he screamed his lung out and paused the game for a few seconds! hahaha shiiit. balum lagi apa apa ni wah. like, the ghost haven't even popped out yet! then when it did, he screamed like a girl again either as he killed the ghost or paused the game again and ran out from the room. haha mental. emosi brabis bah ia main ah! ahaha. i saw his picture in one of the vids. he's cute. but too bad he screams like a girl.. only to be scared by playing fatal frame! GEEZ. at the same time, we googled 'himuro mansion' and found some hair-raising facts about it. i'll blog about it soon once i gather all the facts.
soo okay. moving on to this morning.. it sucks. i should have followed my parents but nooooo... someone insisted that i should just stay home with daniel, which is entirely a BAD idea! we quarreled. ugggggh. i hate my brother!!
my fingerprint.
