Thursday, January 29, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:08 PM
ehhhh fuck you blog. i hate you. (and to you readers, no need to know why i hate my blog now)
that's right folks, the O level results are out and all i got are two O's and two passes. i don't need some sympathy right now. all i need is junk foods. lots and lots of junk foods. for all of you readers out there, just pat me by my shoulders and say "well, at least you got some O's, right?" rather than looking oh so shock from a far and pity me by saying "oh sorry to hear that.." sorry my beige ass. i tried my best already, ok?
anyways, you haven't even hear the worst part of the story yet. i ran back and forth up and down from my stairs just so i could answer the bloody damn phone.. more than seven times! geez. i sweated like a hot dog, i'm telling ya. but for what it's worth, at least i had some one to talk to rather than my mum, who i know will only give me sarcastic answers. oh besides the whole damn phone thing.. i had to clean the kitchen floor cause i accidentally made a mess. i was suppose to cook the rice but i had a very clumsy moment where a few of the rice flew out of the rice pot, along with the water. it was a big mess. i had to clear all the rice that was on the floor and moped it. then another story was that, mum asked me to make ayam masak kicap. so i did what she told me. i cut the onions and the ginger and so on. just as i put the chicken in the cooking pot, mum came in with ready to eat foods. take away foods! she wasted my time! for god sakes. why god? why on earth do i have no such luck today? am i a bad luck magnet?
moving on, saadah suggested that i should go to igs college and take my pre national diploma. the one college that i hated back then cause i hated business. but now i guess i had a chnage of heart-- i mean, mind? as crazy as i may be, i guess it'll be cool for me to take business. but then again, just knew that i had to retake in june. i asked mum just out of curiousity cause both my folks didn't say anything about it and she nodded her head. now she tells me? NOW? after i had made my rash decisions? $%^&! b-b-but what if i still get two O's in the end? would that bejust wasting my bloody? okay now she confuses me, just this afternoon she told me to apply in mtssr and now she's talking about retakes? oh bloody blood orange.
GRRR. now it's down to three choices:
1. retake
2. take PND at mtssr
3. take PND at igs college
if i take my PND, i could take HND the very next year after i finished my pnd. swell isn't it? oh well, we'll see. i still don't have a clue on which path to choose from. till here then.
